Amnesia ● g.d ●

GRAYSON DONT DIE ON ME!!!

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After I read her phone I went out and called Ethan 

"Hello." He sounded as if he was crying his eyes out. 

"ETHAN!! WHERE WAS THE LAKE YOUR DAD ALWAYS TOOK GRAYSON TO!" I say in desperation. 

"u-u-uh it was Lake Siskiyou!" 

"Thank you ethan! I'm going to find Grayson!"

"what do yo-"

I hung up the phone and threw on a jacket. I grabbed my keys to my car and left. I was crying as I ran to my car in the rain.

"I-IM SO SORRY GRAYSON! I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE SO SELFISH."

I sat in the car for a seconds while i try and clear up the tears in my eyes. I couldn't lose him. He was my everything. He was the reason for my happiness. I couldn't loose him as if he was a stuffed animal. He made a huge dent on me. I never thought someone could do so much for me. I begin to drive. As memories of us go through my head. I kept getting flashes of things i didn't remember happening, and every time i did i got a shock of pain in my head. I kept seeing me with him. We were at my moms wedding, but i didn't know Grayson at the time I thought. 

The  i see that Mathew guy again, and me crying and running into Graysons arms. 
I don't remember that happening. But every time I thought of Mathew I got a really bad strike to my head. 

I continued to speed down the streets on California making my was to Lake Siskiyou. I watch as the rain falls, then it slowly fades away. 

I look at the time to see it's 3 am already.

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I had been speeding for about an hour praying that Grayson hadn't been dead already. 

I drive more on the side of a mountain and all i see is more passing trees waiting to see the lake that Grayson was always brought to. I get a strike of pain in my head as I see a small beach formulate behind the trees then disappear. I look once again and see just trees. Then the lake opens up.

It was 4 am and I see the sun slowly rising. I look to see the lake and turn the car towards the lake.  I doge as many trees as i could when I came to an abrupt stop. There was 5 trees in a line blocking me. I jump out of my car and begin to run. I turn and look at my car to see a flash of a destroyed car and people surrounding me. I get a strike so bad i crash to the ground holding my head. 

I all of the sudden hear a really loud ringing noise that makes it feel as if  my ears are bleeding  and i put my hands over my ears and begun to cry. I didn't know what to do. It hurt so much, I just wanted to fall over and die. But I then begun to remember Grayson and I held my ears and got up. I started to run. I was slipping and falling, and the ringing stopped I moved my hands from my ears and lunged into a full out sprint. I ran harder than I ever thought I could run in my life. I never thought I could make my legs move so fast. 

I reached the lake to see a bike laying on a tree with a bag of cut up rope and a couple of heavy weight in there with a knife. I run over to the bag to see the bag had Grayson's name sewed into it. I look into the bag a bit more to see a knife and a picture of me in there.I felt the tears swell up into my eyes as I see the picture.  And the bike was the one he used to take me to our date spot. Tears begun falling down my face when I hear bubbles pop from the dead silent lake. I grabbed the knife and looked at the lake again. I see the sun rise and run to the water. I look to the water and see more bubbles come up. He must've barely just jumped in. I jump into the water and held my breath. I go into the murky water and barely see Graysons body limped there, and bubbles slowly come out of him mouth. I look at him more and see his hands were tied together and three 40 pound weights attached to a rope that was on his ankles that were holding his body down. I swim quickly and try and cut the rope with the weights. The lake was very deep and I didn't have very much air left. I knew Grayson could hold a lot of air because of all the working out he did, while i barely can hold a 20 pound weight.