Lost Love (Free! - Rin x Haru Fanfic)

Haru's Acceptance

Haru~

I sighed I knew where I was, I

was in the acceptance stage I had

to see all of the things I went

through in my life so far. What

some don't know is that royals

go through this period twice just

to make sure their mate wants

to stay. Your first acceptance

stage happens when you're

young or whenever you first

find your mate and then a few

years later is happens again. The

acceptance stage didn't scare me

I knew what I was in for to see I

knew what was in the back of

my mind. But Rin my sweet Rin

didn't know how I felt when I

was alone. I felt so useless when

Jessica was getting raped by my

parents I felt horrible that I

couldn't help her. I was a

horrible brother, I knew that Rin

would see that I was a horrible

brother and he would leave me.

But I deserved to be left I

deserved to be rejected. I let out

a long sigh and Sat down and

watched the images of my life

pass from when I was born to

now. I saw when I was 5 and I

first learned about mates and I

asked if they could be human

and I got beat by the teacher and

The students laughed at me. And

when I told my mother she

smacked me across the face and

told me that she didn't want to

look at my face. I remember

going to my room crying and

little 4 year-old Jessica coming to

comfort me we laughed and

cried, and yet I didn't notice that

she was being abused I was a

horrible brother for not

protecting her. It flashed to

when I was 7 and my tail got

caught by a fishermen I thought

I was done for but my mother

found me and cut me loose but

kept the hook in me as she

dragged me by my tail to see My

father, claiming to him that I

was weak and didn't deserve the

throne because I allowed myself

to get caught that I had tried to

kill myself. But that wasn't true I

was playing and it was an

accident. A lot of the time I felt

like I was drowning like I

couldn't breathe in my own

element, I felt to claustrophobic

like I was choking on the water

but no one was there to save me.

I was scared to meet my

darkness there are rumors

about the darkness that it hurts

you in more ways possible. It

can make you and your partner

see horrible things the darkness

could make up things and create

living nightmares. I watched

more things of my life and I saw

how depressed I had become

and how I hid it so well that no

one noticed, I felt like Jessica

being forced to hide how you

really feel and almost losing

your mind. Soon the images

stopped and I heard something...

It sounded like someone

laughing

Hahaha hello Haru.

I screamed and it all went black.

Hello My Loves, Here Is Another Chapter I Tried To Make This One Better. Please Give Me Opinions And Tell Me What You Think. Bye Bye For Now (552 words) 🐬🐬🐬🐬