Lost Love (Free! - Rin x Haru Fanfic)

The Run Down

Okay. So Hey Guys J Here, So What's Going On Right Now Is That In December My Father Was Diagnosed With Stage 4 Cancer. And What's Funny About That Is That I Had To Find Out By Sneaking Around And Over Hearing Conversations Meanwhile My Older Sister tells My Cousin All About What's Going On With My Dad Yet No One Tells Me And My Cousin Is 2 Years Younger Than Me She Has No Fucking Idea What I Go Through Every Day. How She Knows About My Dad, MY FUCKING DAD before I Do. And His Cancer Is A Rare Type Called Sigmoid Cancer And His Surgeon Took Out A Foot Of His Large Intestine Which Is Where The Tumor Was She Also Found A Small Tumor On His Blader Both Of Those Had Stage 4 Cancer In Them. And This Is Caused By Many Different Things Including Smoking. And So My Dad Had To Go Through Another Surgery To Get A Port Put In His Chest For The Chemo Because Even Though The Tumors Were Gone On The Cellular Level The Cancer Is Still There. And He Went Through Two Out Of The Six Month Chemo Sessions. And His Port Wrapped Itself Around His Neck Which Stopped The Blood Flow To His Arm Which Created 4 Huge Blood Clots Which Are Currently Blocking 4 Veins His Arm Was Huge Like A Football And Purple So My Sister Rushed Him To The Hospital At 3 In The Morning On Thursday Of Last Week. And I Wanted To Stay With Him Over Night But My Sisters Kept Making Fun Of Me For My Education Laughing At Me That I Am Not Going To Graduate Cause "I'm Never In School" According To Them And Calling Me A Cunt And A Bitch And All Of That While Nurses In The Hospital Can Hear Them;But Whatever I Stayed With Him Friday In To Saturday And We Went Home Saturday Night. And He's Better Now But It's Gonna Take Over 6 Months For The Blood Clots To Break. And The Reason They Laughed At My Education Is Because I Missed Over 30% Of My Education Last Year Because My Mother Had Throat Cancer And I Had To Stay Home And Take Care Of Her. I Stayed A Whole Week In The Hospital With Her I Skipped School So I Could Go With Her To All Of Her Appointments And Everything While No One In My Family Cared About What My Mother Was Going Through. And Yet My Mother Proceeded To Call Her Mother And Sisters And Tell Them That None Of Us Are Doing Anything For Her. And This Is All While I'm Depressed For Over 6 Years An I Keep Relapsing In To Cutting Myself Yet No One In My Family Cares They All Tell Me To Man Up And Deal With It That "This Is How Things Are" Yet The Mental And Emotional Abuse Is Killing Me. I'm So Tired. And I Used To Go To Therpay But Every Time My Mother Would Always ALWAYS. Make Me Late I'd Always Be 30-40 Minutes Late When The Session Was An Hour Long. So I Stopped Going An A Few Months Later My Dad And Sister Decide To Secretly Take Me An One Day I Yelled At My Sister Cause She Was Going Through My Shit And She Decided To Stop Taking Me Over That So She Could Go With Her Boyfriend Instead She Just Needed And Excuse Even Though She Knew How Much My Therpay Helped Me. She Said "You Know Exactly Why I'm Not Taking You." And That Was That Now It's Been Over A Year And No One Asks Me If I'm Okay Or Fucking Anything

I Just Wanted To Give You Guys A Little Insite On What Exactly It Is That I'm Going Through. And I'll Probably Try And Update On The Weekend.