Lost Love (Free! - Rin x Haru Fanfic)

Rin's Acceptance

Rin~

I was having a panic attack I had

no idea where I was and I was

starting to get scared because

my life from when I was born

started flashing around me and I

kept hearing a voice "will Haru

accept you boy?" that's all I kept

hearing in my head it sounded

like my mothers voice yelling at

me, that he wouldn't accept me

because of my past. I saw

everything from when I was 3

and I was playing with my

father, and when we came back

home from our play my mother

was already screaming at me

and hitting me. It flashed to

when I was 5 and I was standing

on a stool doing the dishes with

my sleeves rolled Up seeing the

needle holes and bruises

forming on my arms. My mother

would force me to do drugs and

because my body was and still is

small and developing my body

would jerk around and I would

have spasms. I remember when

my father was at work and kou

was sleeping in her bed, my

mother brought men to the

house she'd threaten me that if I

told my father she'd do to what

she's doing to me to my baby

sister. I had no choice but to

remain quiet. My mother

allowed the men to take me to

the basement and use me

however they wanted I would

pass out halfway through and

wake up with horrific pain

pulsing through my entire body

and bruises and hickies all over

my body. I grew dependant on

the drugs my mother forced into

my body, she would force me to

wait without them until I was

picking at my own skin making

myself bloody, I became

irritable without it I would

scratch at my skin till I saw

blood, I would punch my legs till

I had huge bruises on them;

anything to distract me from the

drugs. She would cut me off for

a while then make me beg for

it... Well not her she brought the