His Child

Chapter 6

Willow's POV

Tears.

Sobs.

Tears.

Tears.

Pain.

Hurt.

Betrayal.

Broken.

Devastation.

Annoyance.

Tears.

How could Daniel and Steven do this to me? Why? Why would they do this? Why would mum leave me? Why did mum marry Steven?

I'm lying on Ryan's bedroom floor, crying my eyes out.

Ryan left ten minutes ago, saying something about a meeting but he'll be back.

Honestly I hope he doesn't come back. I hope he just goes and dies in a hole. For I all care, he can killed by his enemies. I'm sure he has enemies. I mean he's in a gang.

I finally get up and stagger across to his bed. I sit down and more tears continue to fall down my cheeks.

Before leaving, Ryan gave me one of his shirts to wear. I know, so big of him. Although he did also mention something about more clothes coming later tonight.

I crawled up to the top of Ryan's bed and got underneath the covers. Why? Why? Why? Why did Steven do this to me? Why is Daniel apart of a gang? Why does Ryan know about me? Why do I have to become part of this gang? Why did I go to the party? Why did I get pregnant? Why did I abort it?

If none of that happened, I wouldn't be here. Why did mum leave? Why didn't I get to meet my dad? Who is my dad? Where is my dad? Is he even alive? Does he know I'm alive? Does he know Owen's alive?

I remember one night, I questioned Owen for hours if he ever meet dad. I had just come back from a friend's fourth birthday party and her dad was there. After asking mum where my dad was and getting no where, I moved into Owen. Although he claimed, he never meet him. I'm still not sure if I believe him but I just let it go.

I accepted the fact I had Steven, my stepdad and my mum. I didn't worry again about my actual dad until mum disappeared. I was determined to find her so I wanted to find out more about him. Steven claimed he had no idea, who he was and I believed him.

Who is my dad?

Where is my mum?

Will Owen know I'm in trouble?

Ryan's POV

I run my fingers through my hair and kick the couch.

"Can't you get this right? It's the same every fucking week! Why did you mess up? What went wrong? Blake fucking answer me!"

"I-I'm sorry boss. I j-just don't know what happened."

"Fucking great! Fucking great! Alright moving on. Let's just forget that ever happened. Blake I'm taking you off drugs for a bit and I'll put you back on security. We'll wait until Cade is back in action before moving forward. We'll just forget about the drugs for the next few weeks. Anyway moving off drugs and onto security. Daniel, was the car your dad's or not?"

"Um no it wasn't. Unless he's got a new car I don't know about it's definitely not his."

Great! Now we've got trespassers. But is it a revival gang or a nosy neighbour?

"Alright I want security raised to maximum. I want four guards on the front door and two guards on the back. Don't ever leave your girl out of your sight. If it's a rival gang, they may want the girls or the heirs. Is that understood?"