anonymous [ seventeen's joshua ]

• eleven •

dear diary,

so today was pretty good. i went to read the letter that the anonymous wrote to me. it said,

"ryung! what do you think about meeting earlier than we're supposed to? i didn't know 30 days will take forever, haha. what about 20 days? i'm pretty excited to reveal myself, i'm mentally prepared for your reaction, negative or positive :-) hope it's the latter though ><

love, anonymous"

that sounded like a pretty good idea honestly. i really like this guy, 30 days seem like 30 months for me. i just smiled as i keep that letter safely, and proceed to walking to the café to meet joshua.

ah, speaking about him. i'm still confused over my feelings for him. like i said, i kinda like joshua... but how about that anonymous? it's been stressing me out honestly. i kept thinking about this. i don't know what to do. it's so annoying because i'm too shy to talk about this to anyone, and although i do open up to joshua, i can't tell him about this, right? haha >.<

- park haeryung