Lately it feels as if I'm nothing .
This time it's not because of family, it's because of my "friends"
When we're one on one, they're really nice and considerate but when we are all together it's like...they don't really look at me anymore.
Every time i try to get into the conversation they just brush the things that I say off.
I'm moving this year.
And to be honest I don't think there will be a thing that'll hold me back.
Before at the start of the year I didn't want to move, because i thought that I would be going to the same highschool as he friend that's the closest to me. But even she isn't going to be with me,
So what's the point in staying?
We haven't been in touch for a while.
Then After I told my friends that I may be leaving, they don't include me in social actives, or any school related things
The conversations we have are always short.
I've sought comfort in my phone.
I've been dreading coming to school.
I feel desperate for someone to notice me.
I'm not in pain.
Just in discomfort.
I want someone to notice me.
When I move, will I be seeing that comfort? Will it welcome me?
I feel alone.
One of them joked about me being in a phase of "anti-social" maybe I am.
