Lemme tell you guys something
I can get bored and lonley real quick.
Like its not even funny how quick it can be
Sometimes its the complete opposite and i dont want anyone near me cause im fine
But a lot of the time i want to be social and be around my friends
Like i feel like some of them hate me cause they think im a not clingy but i dont wanna be like a kid again
I had a ton of friends in elementary school. But when my birthday party came only 5 put of like 16 girls came and didn't pay attention to me. Plus i couldnt go over other people's houses cause they had trust issues with my parents
Also yah i'm 9 years older then my brother so i was pretty much alone with my cat and parents for 9 years
And i lost a shit ton of those friends. Like... 2 still talk to me but barely.
Anyway...
Cans i have hugs...?
