I never thought
it would be this hard to see you again.
the happiness you bought.
killed me again like the first time.
damn this heart
and hands
which still
beats for you
which still
wants to touch your cheeks.
like I used to before.
why I just can't control myself.?
I knew it would be hard
to see you again.
But darling
I knew I will be happy
and dead too
cause you have that power.
which makes me
want to breathe
want to suffocate.
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so ya it happened.
