[🌸] Admit It | Riren/Ereri AU

Author's Note | thoughts

( edit: I'm debating now to delete this or not since reading the comments uplift me so much. Thank you )

I'm sorry

Really

Really

Really sorry

This isn't an update (obviously .-. man I'm dumb)

I really hate making author's notes in stories unless it was really urgent, but I just

*sigh* I just, I dunno, feel down? Not depressed, I have the meds and all so I'm pretty dandy with that, but- hmm. How do I put this?

I feel unhappy with my writing, like, I just don't feel like I'm doing good enough (my god I say this too much, I'm such a pity seeker oml...)

I used to he really confident and pleased with this story, but I feel like I'm slowly slipping away from it. I'm lacking detail and loosing the juices to write each chapter. Like, I know exactly what I will write, but getting it there is just a no :/

I have so many great friends that are fantastic writers, and I envy them so much for being so god damn perfect.

They say I'm good, but that's the thing. I'm only good, not great, or simply beautiful with my writing. I'm just good.

I don't know where I'm going with this, honestly. I might just delete the chapter after a few hours because of how pathetic I sound, but for those of you who do end up reading this:

What can I do? What can I do to improve? Do I need more detail? More emotion? Dialogue? Action? I don't know. I really don't know.

Oh, and thank you for almost 3k reads, that's amazing!

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Yeah. So that's all I have for this author's note, sorry again. I'll update soon, maybe in the next few days since I have finals coming up. I'll definitely have more time to update after schools done and over with in 2 weeks (I think two weeks?)

See you soon
Be gay ♡