Darcy Styles ( Larry fanfiction)

Fight it

* Darcy's pov*

I'm surprised I didn't get grounded,
Id rather get grounded then talk to Le--

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my door,

"Come in" I shouted

The door opened, and I was surprised, because there stood a boy I hadn't looked in the eye for 9 months.

"Hey Leo" I said with a little bit shaky voice.
I'm scared of him

I'm actually terrified, he has this swift button that easily goes from happy to angry, he got it from Harry, but Leo's abusive.

"Hey, Ehm do you want to go out for a walk" he said looking down at the floor

"Yeah I'll be downstairs in 5"

He closed the door

I ran into the bathroom and wiped my tears of my face. I looked in the mirror,
And I told myself to be strong.

*FLASHBACK*

The school bell ringed and I walked up to see Leo in the car, I guess he was picking me up today

"Hey love" he smiled at me and said

"Hey" I responded

"So the math test you were suppose to have today, how did it go?"
He asked

Ehm oh shit what am I suppose to say, I got an F, I'll just tell him the truth.

"I failed" I said quiet.

He stopped the car

"How the hell cloud you get an F?! I studied with you" he said angrily

"I have a learning disability, you fucking know that" I said to him

" don't you dare raise your voice"

He slapped me right across the face.

I was expecting that, it's usually
Small things like this that pisses him off.

* END OF FLASHBACK*

I walked downstairs and I put my shoes on and grabbed my jacket

" You ready" Leo said

"Yeah" I said looking at my feet's

He held the door open and we walked out

"So..." He started

"When I heard what the police officer said yesterday it broke me heart, yeah I still have one, I knew it was my fault, if I would of protected you it wouldn't of happened" he said

I didn't answer, what was I suppose to say " no it's not your fault" heeeeell no I ain't saying that!
It's not his fault but I don't mind if he thinks it is.
When he noticed I didn't answer him he stopped

He looked at me

And said

"Why didn't you tell them?"

"Wha-at?" I responded with fear

"I've been so bad, too you, your brothers, and still none of you told them, Harry and Louis"

I couldn't respond that

" is it because you are afraid of me?" He continued

I didn't respond that either

" because you should be, listen here you little drug addict, when Haz and Lou aren't home, I'm in charge, so you better change that attitude"
He said as he walked away and left me in the park

WTF JUST HAPPENED?

And I thought he would apologies, what did I think, he's mentally ill.

I walked home because it was starting to get dark and I know my dads wouldn't like if I stayed out until dark.

When I opened the door Luke ran up to me

"Look that I've drawn, looooook" he screamed

"That's nice" I whispered back at him

I was still in shock

"One day I'll almost be as good as you Darcy" he said with a smile

I smiled back, I'm actually really good at drawing, I love it.

"Heeeeey Darcy" dad said walking into the hall giving me a hug and talking my jacket

"Heeeeeeelloooo" I say back in Marcus Butlers voice

*THE OTHER DAY*

I woke up to my alarm

Noooo school ugh, when I stood up on my feet I suddenly felt like I was gonna faint

I sat down on the floor and soon realized I was sweating, I need them, I need my drugs,

" Come on Darcy, just take a pill, just one" I heard a voice in my head say

" No no no no no no noooo" I screamed out in pain, and I thew a vase with flowers in the wall, I felt like it was starving but I wasn't hungry.

My both dad ran up and in my room

"Darcy, Darcy , it's alright, just breathe" I head dad say

And daddy followed it up with
" I know you can do this Darcy"

After screaming and shouting for and hour with my dads next to me with tears in their eyes, I suddenly calmed down.

I open my mouth and said
" Jesus I've felt like this for and hour now"

"Darcy, it's been 4 hours" dad said

"What? and you just sit there? And didn't give me a damn pill?!"

I shouted out angrily

Harry left the room, he couldn't take it anymore, if he would of stayed he would of snapped

"I'm sorry dad" I said, and dad just hugged me

" I want to take a shower" I told him

"Yeah of course, just leave the door to the bathroom open" dad said and left my room

I walked into the bathroom and when I saw myself in the mirror, I didn't recognize the person I saw.

All I saw was depression
Lies
And I broken kid

"God I'm a mess" I said out loud in a cry

The only reason I told dad I wanted to shower is because I have hidden pills in the bathroom

But I don't know

"Do it" the voice it my head said

"Do it"
"Do it"
"Do it"

All I thought was

" fight it, you are strong enuf"