Messed Up (KaraIchi Fanfiction)

Chapter 2

Ichimatsu's POV

Tsk.

They're so noisy back there. I just wanted to have a quiet time so I climbed up here on the roof and sat. Today's a cloudy day so it's not hot.

I usually come here to think about stuffs and cats too sometimes. But lately, I have been thinking different like what will happen if everyone changed and I still remain the same? I'm quite scared of it. I don't want them to leave me. They're my brothers, I love them. They're all my best friends.

Still, I know the day will come when every one of us finally gets a job and moves out of the house and even make a family. I'm just really scared that it won't happen to me. I may look like a loner but I don't want to be alone. I want someone to stick by my side even if I'm at my worst..

I wonder, when will that day come?

Ugh. Enough of that Ichimatsu! Stop thinking of such sad things!

I slapped myself to shrug off those thoughts.

But somehow something weird just came into my mind.

I just remembered that day when I tried on Shittymatsu's leather jacket.

Ugh.

So many things went wrong that day. But somehow, I don't really regret any of it. I admit, I was really embarrassed but it's a good thing no one found out about it. Except for Shittymatsu of course. I'm glad he saved me that day.

Hmm.. Why am I pissed off at him anyway? He never did anything bad to me right? So why?..  

Oh right! Because he's a shithead. He just annoys me. His painful lines are seriously like hell. I just like to mess around with him because it's fun. Haha..

I wonder where his guitar is.. I've always wanted to learn how to play it. Should I ask Shittymatsu to teach me how to play it?

No way!

I hate him so never will I ever ask him to to do that for me. Besides, he'll probably think I look pathetic.

Damn it Shittymatsu! Just burn in hell already!

(Yes this chapter is just about Ichi's thoughts. Ugh.. I'm a shitty writer but I'll still try my best! Hahaha!)