THE PAIN has never left me. It feels like something is tearing and eating at my insides.Causing me to scream and cry. My body hurts,my heart weeps,and my brain empties. I have no chance to do what I love. I have no chance to be free. I feel trapped between these hospital walls that are oh so familiar to me. I want to escape. I need to escape. But how? This parasite named Cancer would not leave me. It has etched itself so deeply into me,that I and it have become one. It has become my identity. One that I want to be rid of.
So what do I do? Watch as a part of me dies everyday? Live with the fact that my life will come to an end in a few months? These are all things that I have had to come at terms with. But, I will be strong and I will continue to fight. Through the Chemo, through my resolve to continue to live. And I will continue to fight the pain by hoping for a future that seems so unlikely. One of success and survival. So let's begin with the day that Dr . Bartell revealed the parasite to me. It felt like an eternity ago,but it was only three months ago. March 15,2017.
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Trapped #Wattys2017
Fiksi RemajaCancer. What a terrible word. I know that because this word identifies me. I have been battling this disease for months now. Everyday a part of me dies. I am trapped between the hospital room walls. I want to be free. I need to escape. But how?
