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Patrick

Honestly, I'm terrified. I can't love my boyfriend without thinking about their promise. I don't want to die and u definitely don't wanna watch him get raped. I can't tell him. Well die.

I got out if bed, grabbing clothes and got ready for school. I waited for the bus, looking around every few seconds. That's how bad they scared me. They didn't tell me the deadline.

The bus came and I went to my usual seat, paranoid because they told me they have people watching me everywhere. I don't know if that's true or saud just to scare me. Brendon came on, glaring at me. He then sat down next to me.

"So, how's life?" I asked anxiously. "Well I woke up fine and dandy but then the father decided it was handy to rip my heart apart apart so yeah." A grumpy forehead said.

We arrived at the school in silence. I looked around for Pete but didn't find him. Shit did he miss the deadline? Shit. Shit. Fuck. Well I can go die now.

I went to first period. Alone. I was at Pete and my usual seat. Alone. I don't ever wanna be alone. I hate it. It terrifies me.

Soon it was lunch and Pete still wasn't here. I'm fucking terrified by now. "Hey Patrick. How ya been?" Tyler Oakley asked. "Pretty good, you?" I asked. Fuck he scares me. "So, anything new?" He asked, clearly hinting at Pete. Who is gone.

"N-no." I said. I looked around and multiple people were glaring. Well three to be exact. They were; Tyler Joseph, Melanie Martinez, and Tyler Dennen. Wow, both Tylers.

I got up, not hungry anymore. I walked away to the bathroom, phone in hand. Once I got to my destination, I texted Pete. He answered almost right away. Hey sorry I'm not at school. I woke up late. That was Pete.

Goddamn it Pete you scared me. I texted back. I should be there in a few minutes. Happiness. Well happiness turned to sadness real quick. I'm not allowed to be with him. I'm supposed to completely disregard his existence. Or he dies.

I walked slowly to fifth period, head down and my hands in my pockets. I don't ever want him to think I don't love him. I do love him but he'll dir if I show it with them around. And everyone watching.

"Hey patty." Tyler Dennen said, slinging his arm around me. "My names not patty thank you." I said, removing his arm from my shoulders. "Oohh pattys got balls!" Tyler said sarcastically. God I want to hurt him.

I felt another arm doing around me. This was brendon. "Hey patsy. How are you today? Isn't it just...whats the word? Dandy? Isn't it just dandy?"

Shit. This is probably another warning. Provably a painful one. I got reassurance on that a moment later, feeling tylers fist collide with my cheek. I saw red. I started fighting.

If I'm going down, I'm going down swinging sugar. I got a nice punch to tylers eye (this is hurting me. Tylers my emo baby), surely leaving s mark.

He stumbled backwards and Brendon slapped me. He freaking slapped me. "Pussy slaps I see." I spat. I walked over to him and showed him a real punch, straightening my fedora afterwards. As I walked away, I looked back, seeing Pete staring at me, shocked.

"I didn't know you could fight he said, walking over Brendons immobile body then walking around Tyler, trying to get up.(my poor baby!!*cries*)<*_*>

We went to our fifth period class, me terrified and him completely calm.

I got goats. And another kitten. And I'm going to a weird camp thing next week so I won't be online. Sad days*sighs*. OhH I have a summer basketball game tomorrow!!! I probs won't play because I suck but we're gonna win because I don't play!!! Erbalerg I love basketball. Anyways ummm I hope youbl like this shit. Stay in drugs and don't do school kiddos. Don't be a futher mucker. Don't be a hypocrite. I'm just wasting words for perfection. Food banks are coolio. Okay goodnight rainbow bites.

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