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「 may 4th, 2013 」

dear rosemary,
i have depression.

de·pres·sion
dəˈpreSH(ə)n
1.
a mood disorder that causes feelings of severe sadness as well as loss of interest.

the doctor diagnosed me with it, as if he actually knows what it feels like. you might already know what it feels like rose, but i'll tell you what it feels like for me.

1. going to sleep wishing you wouldn't wake up
2. not being able to remember how it feels to be happy
3. staying around people because they're the only reason you're not falling apart on your bedroom floor
4. having a mind full of dark thoughts like hurting yourself
5. not wanting to do anything but stay in your room even though all you'll do in their is cry and scream and throw the picture frame of you and your dead best friend at the wall until it breaks and try to put it back together but can't because it's broken and you're broken and you ruin everything

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