entry #18 ; solo artist

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for the first 2 years of my idol life, people kept on telling me that i am too fat and i look like a whale so i did my best to lose some weight.

i starved and worked out. i starved and realized i don't want to eat anymore. i starved and thought it was a good thing.

and after starving, people called me ugly and too underweight.

after that, i cannot bring myself to eat anymore.

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