i looked through my pictures from the internet and noticed how i became paler than my actual skintone in those pictures. my mouth went agape and scrolled for comments hoping my fans would be against it and tell the fansite to release the non-whitewashed photos but instead they commented how i look better with paler complexion and how it's a shame that i'm darker and they hope i put much more effort on making my skin pale so i will have no flaws anymore.
i never saw my skintone as a flaw until now that my fans pointed it out.
i looked at the mirror and now i'm seeing the flaws i've been missing before.
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Random"i'm just dancing to our choreography. i'm not a slut. stop calling me that. it hurts my mom." here lies all the confessions of a kpop idol, famous or not, a rookie or a star, a namja or a yeoja. ©lonelywhale- 2016