it's freezing cold outside and i don't understand why we have schedules when it's so cold outside that all of my members could catch a cold. i also noticed some of my fans coughing a lot and i felt bad that i couldn't protect them and even if i ask them to go home, they won't.
i asked my ceo to stop giving us schedules like that and instead give us with more comfortable venues but he told me i am too picky and i shouldnt act like that with the small attention that we're gaining. whenever i see my members, my heart burns that i couldnt shiver on my own. whenever i see my fans, my heart burns thinking how their parents are worrying for them. whenever i see myself, i feel bad for my parents who see their son suffering because of his own dreams.
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confessions of kpop idols °
عشوائي"i'm just dancing to our choreography. i'm not a slut. stop calling me that. it hurts my mom." here lies all the confessions of a kpop idol, famous or not, a rookie or a star, a namja or a yeoja. ©lonelywhale- 2016
