ANXIETY ☞ YOONGI

☞ 0.4

dear diary,

i

am

so

tired

not physically tired either.

i just, ugh. i don't know.

anxiety won't stop draining me and sometimes i just want to sleep forever.

sad, right?

it's okay though, i'll keep fighting. i can't let anxiety control my life any longer.

yesterday when i saw my therapist she took me off my meds because they were giving me huge headaches, so maybe that's why i'm down all of a sudden.

i went to my usual lunch spot today and drank my usual vanilla milk whilst admiring the autumn leaves when yoongi sat down next to me again.

"hey," he grinned.

"h- hi," i squeaked out, blood quickly rushing to my face in humiliation.

i felt accomplished for actually talking to him, though.

"your name's areum, right?" he had asked. oh good god, his voice nearly put me into a trance. i nodded quickly in reply and awkwardly set my half empty milk carton down.

there was no way in hell i would be drinking milk in front of him

so maNY THING COULD GO W R On G

we didn't talk after that and the awkward silence was eating me alive yet it was also nice ?? idk. but we sat next to each other until jimin and hoseok ran out and dragged yoongi off to go play basketball or something.

maybe we can be friends.

goodnight and i'm fucking glad tomorrow's saturday,
☞ areum
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hi guys this stories gonna be short and idk why im randomly popping in for the first time in the fourth chapter but oh well.
also part of this story is based off of my experiences yEET
okay bye
-l