ANXIETY ☞ YOONGI

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dear diary,

i didn't go to school today. my mom wasn't very happy about that and yelled at me for a bit until she had to go to work.

i've been feeling bad for yelling at yoongi. he was only trying to help and was looking out for me.

still, i don't want his pity.

my doctor put me back on meds except this time it's a higher dosage.

agh i hope they work.

so far today all i've done is scroll through tumblr and update my blog.

oh! speaking of my blog, yesterday i hit 70k followers!!

when i started it when i was 13 i did it for fun but now it's more of a job (even though i love doing it).

i just post a bunch of aesthetic pictures and selfies that i take and apparently ppl like them ??

it's really weird because i'm seen online as an aesthetic girl but in real life iM SO AWKWARD AND NO ONE NOTICES ME

okay, i needa calm down.

tomorrow i'm planning on apologizing to yoongi and ask him if he wants to get some coffee or something. i mean, i needa give him a chance to be my friend, right?

i've always complained about having no friends but now that someone wants to be my friends i push them away.

what.

is.

wrong.

with.

me.

i still don't want his pity though. i just want to have a normal friend for once.

i'm gonna take a depression nap now because i'm an emo rat.

bYe,
☞ areum
______________________
henlo friends
im currently having a lot of anxiety issues bc i didnt take my meds today
like AgshHSJJS
im surprised that im still motivated to write this story because typically i stop after the third chapter
whO KNOWS.
okay bye
-L