It Started With An Anonymous Message - Jai Brooks Janoskian Fanfic

Chapter 30

3 weeks later

Jai's POV

Waking up was just getting more and more difficult. I mean its been 3 weeks and I just feel more and more shit. Yes I know you will say I deserve it, and I know I do but I never thought it would be this hard. I rolled out of bed to answer my phone which had constantly been ringing for the past 30 minutes. 

"Yeah hello?" I wasn't fully awake still even though it was probably the afternoon.
"Jai! I've been calling you for ages and you don't answer any of my calls!" I mentally face palmed. Why did I even give that girl at the club my number, I mean seriously? 
"Sorry I was sleeping" I mumbled.
"Do you even know what time it is? What's your address, I'm coming over and take you out for coffee!" 
"I'm doing something with Luke today.." I tried to make excuses, I didn't want to see her.. I'd been avoiding her for a while. I regret kissing her and each day she called it would just take me back to that night when I ruined everything.

Yes, it was my fault. I sent my own girlfriend home? Well is she even my girlfriend anymore? I pretty much told her to fuck out of my life so she probably doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. And I'm supposed to spend months on tour with her!!

"Cancel your plans, I haven't seen you in ages! Please honeey?" I hated that word. Fair enough its your wife and you're like 'Honeeey I'm home!' but it just made me cringe. 
"Do I have a choice?" 
"Nope! Text me your address, I'll be round soon!" and then she hung up. I told Luke she'd been calling me and he told me to just block her number, but I couldn't do that to someone. Something I deeply regret. I just know this will get me into so much more shit,

I texted her my address before getting out of bed and making my way downstairs. I heard giggling from Tia's room. Dani and Luke have kinda moved in there. To give me 'space' or more just to avoid me. She skype's Tia everyday and I always here her voice, laughing at something or just talking about how much she loves being home.

Is she happy without me? Without me in her life? I seriously don't think I can do another month without her. I need to tell her how sorry I am. 

I went downstairs and saw the boys on the sofas watching TV. Daniel and James were over too. I sat down next to Beau who gave me a small smile. All the boys had kinda forgiven me, but Dani still was off with me for pushing her bestfriend away. 

"Kelly's coming over." I said whilst we all looked at the screen. I could see them all turn to me at once. 
"Why the fuck is she coming round? I thought you were going to block her number?" Luke said, frowning. 
"Well I thought, if Tia's having fun maybe I could have some fun too?" 
"That doesn't mean get a new girlfriend!" Beau said standing up infront of me. 
"It's not going to come to that?" I argued back. 
"She's not coming in this house. Do you know what Dani will do when she sees her? She'll kill you and then her?"
"I'VE GONE THROUGH HELL THE PAST MONTH, I THINK I CAN HAVE A BIT OF FUN?!" I shouted. 
"HELL THAT YOU CAUSED YOU DICK! FINE GO OUT WITH THAT SLUT BUT JUST KNOW THAT WHEN TIA COMES BACK SHE'LL SHOW NO SYMPATHY!"
"SHE'S HAPPY AT HOME! WITH ANY LUCK SHE WON'T COME BACK!" Luke stormed upstairs after he shouted at me. I stood red faced and out of breath. Daniel and James just watched and Beau looked at me with disgust. 

"You never deserved to have her." Before going upstairs after Luke. 
James and Daniel excused them and left the house shutting the door quietly. I fell back on the sofa and started scrolling through the apps on my phone, clicking on a random one. 

A chat box came up, with a name. 

"AverageGirl is online"

Tia's POV

"So how's it like to be home, Tee?"
"Dani you've asked me this everyday for the past 3 weeks! It's fine!" I laughed at my friend on Skype. 
"It's just I miss you and I want you back here with me!" She stuck her bottom lip out at me and frowned making me laugh even more. 

"1 more month you silly gal, I'll be back soon! Anyway, I recorded a song!" 
"Did you?! Are you going to put it on your youtube?" 
Since I'd been home, I'd been visiting all my family. We spent a weekend with my cousin and his friends near the beach and they have a recording studio because they want to start up a band, so we played around in there for a while. We managed to record a song and then make a video on the beach, it was such a laugh. 

It's been hard to keep my mind off Jai. He's the last thing I think about before I go to sleep at night, and the first thing I think off when I wake up in the morning. I always doubt whether coming back without saying goodbye was a good thing or not. I admit I do miss him, loads. Maybe he'll wait for me to get back, maybe we can start fresh, or maybe he's moved on already. Dani doesn't say anything because she doesn't really talk to him anymore. 

"I don't know whether I should put it on or not?"
"DO IT!!" 
"You reckon?"
"Yeah bet you look super hot!" I laughed at my crazy friend. 
"Tee darling, food's ready!" I heard mum shout. 
"Sorry Dan, gotta be off! Love ya loads I'll talk to you soon!" 
"Bye love ya billions!" 
We blew kisses to each other before hanging up. I started to close down my tabs and programmes on my laptop, before stopping. 

"JustAnotherBoy is online"

 A/N I've had this saved for ages but because I haven't written another chapter yet I haven't uploaded it! The next one will be uploaded asap! I'm so sorry, but I've been super dooper  busy with revision and exams and blergh! BUT OMG THANK YOU FOR STICKING WITH ME GUYS!!!!

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