Once Again
Written By: Hectic_Writer
Once again, I'm staring at your face
Can you feel the longing?
Can you feel the pain?
Once again, I'm writing about you
You've been the star in my mind lately
Can't get you out of my brain
Once again, but it feels like the first time
Sweaty hands and awkward smiles
The bolt of electricity in my veins
Once again, I'll do it again
In the world where change is constant
You're the one who remains
Once again, you made my heart stop
Your smile is my death
It's stronger than bane
Once again, I have to pretend
That you're nothing special
Once more, I'll have to feign
A/N:
It's hard to act like you don't like someone when you really do.
In my case, since I'm still a closeted lesbian, I have to pretend every day that I don't like her like that. Sure, we'll talk here and then since we're in the same class but I am never allowed to surpass that.
I couldn't look too long since I'm afraid somebody would notice my stare.
I couldn't smile too wide whenever she's talking to me since I'm afraid she'll be weirded out about it.
I couldn't get too close to her since I'm afraid that I would taint something so pure and perfect.
Yeah, there are a lot of thing I couldn't do.
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