I don't understand why people always take side
Of the girl who cries during a fight
Everyone would assume it's the others' fault
Even if it's not right
Why would you feel sorry?
To the girl who expresses her emotion?
What about the person who blinks away the tears?
Kept it deep inside, all her heavy bargain
The one who doesn't cry is not the strong one
As much as she wants to deny
Just because her eyes don't tear
Doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry
Can't you see? She feels numb
She became so use to the pain
It's like there's this big storm coming
But she's just staring blankly in the rain
She doesn't even care anymore
And that's much scarier than drenched pillow
She became use to the darkness and loneliness
That she fell in love with her own shadow
Don't feel pity to the girl who cries
Believe me, she's feeling much better
Because the one chooses not to show
Had felt the cut much more deeper
A/N:
This is for my mom actually. Whenever my sister and I would fight, she'd always stick to her side of the story since she's the one who always gets to cry first. She'd say I was being stubborn and VERY disrespectful when I don't cry and just keep a steady face. Mom, you have no idea what I'm feeling. I had this storm inside of me that I don't want to let out. I'm feeling much worse than her, Ma. If you only know.
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Unsent Letters of A Closeted Lesbian Writer
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