Banana Bus Squad 'X' Reader

Terroriser -- Uploads

Brian's P.O.V.

I turn (Y/N)'s camera on and smile a sad smile. "Hey, guys." I start, scratching the back of my neck. "You all may be wondering why I'm here and recording a video on (Y/N)'s channel, well. Things haven't been going her way, you could say. She's got a lot on her plate." I look down, feeling tears prick the back of my eyes. A flash of her heartbroken, tear-stained face crosses my mind. I shake my head before looking up again, trying my hardest not to cry. 

"We all remember the car accident she was in where a speeding Ford Explorer ran a red light and slammed into the side of her car. That was two months ago and luckily, she wasn't hurt too bad since it hit the passenger side of her vehicle. But there was hate mail that came in once she was discharged from the hospital, telling her that she should've died in the accident and they wished the truck would've hit the drivers side instead." I remember comforting her in her bedroom while she sobbed. I hated seeing her like that. I clear my throat. 

"(Y/N) took that to heart and it crushed her, that's why her uploads slowed way down. There were a few subscribers who got pissed when she slowed down and unsubbed which caused a butterfly effect of people leaving her channel and giving her a whole ton of hate. That broke her down even more. It hurt me to see such a happy person slip into a depression so quickly. (Y/N) usually, doesn't care about hate or anything like that. She laughs it off most of the time. I couldn't believe it when I saw her..." I pause since my vision had got blurry. I blink them clear again. I take a deep breath

"What I'm trying to say is that she tried to commit suicide last week. That's why this is the first upload since then." Once I say that I feel tears slip out of my eyes which I wipe as fast as I can. "But something else has come up as well. Just last night, her father lost the battle against cancer." I clear my throat again. "Which means he passed away. (Y/N) was heartbroken. I was very close to her father as well, so I'm having a hard time." I sniff. "This video is just to update you guys and tell you that (Y/N) is taking a break from Youtube. She might even delete her channel later on, she told me she isn't sure yet." I nod. 

"But that's all guys. I hope you're all understanding and please, just give her all the love you can. She needs it right now. Thanks. Goodbye." I end the video and upload it straight to (Y/N)'s channel, not even bothering to edit it.

I leave her office as soon as it finishes uploading and walk down the hall into her bedroom. She's laying on her bed curled into a ball, sleeping. She breathing is shaky and you can tell she'd been crying. I grab her favorite blanket from the living room before coming back and covering her with it which effectively wakes her up. She yawns before looking at me. "Hi." She croaks, sniffing.

"Hi," I reply in a whisper. She rolls over and pats the bed in a tired fashion. I walk over to the other side and lay down next to her. (Y/N) pulls the blanket over me so we're both underneath and cuddles up to me, letting out a shaky breath. "Feeling better?" I ask and she yawns.

"Better than last night." She mutters. "I just... really miss him."

"Me too, love, me too." I stroke her hair as she whimpers. I wrap my free arm around her and pull her so she lays between my legs and she rests her head on my chest.

"Thank you." She whispers.

"You don't need to thank me. I wouldn't want to be alone either." I reply and she sighs.

"I wish my mom would've stayed around instead of moving across the country. I guess she couldn't live here anymore." She mumbles and I shush her. "I wonder if she even misses dad now that she's with that new boyfriend of hers. I wonder if she even misses me... I bet she's having the time of her life. I wonder if she even knows dad is dead.

"Don't make yourself more upset," I whisper as I continue to stroke her hair. She nods, hugging me. Before a soothing silence fills the bedroom. I continue to stroke her hair and rub her back and soon enough she falls asleep. I kiss the top of her head and the sound of her soft breaths lull me to sleep as well. I hold her like there's no tomorrow.

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Okay.

I don't know why this one was so sad. I just started writing and this is what happened. If you get major feels, I'm really sorry.

Again I'm sorry.

Anyhoodini, Peace out Everybody! Goodbye~!

Teddy