Change (Durte Dom)

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"Hi." I said looking down

"Why are you here?" He asked

"David and I were filming something" I said

"Why couldn't you do it at Scotty's" He asked a little annoyed

"Too many people." I said.

Everything went silent.

Everything that I have spent 2 month forgetting about all came back at once in a big tsunami wave of anger, frustration and sadness.

I walked past Dom who was standing in the bathroom door. and I walked out.

I made it around the corner, and I slid down the wall pulling my knees to my chest.

I sighed and looked up, trying not to cry because he's not worth it.

I heard someone coming around the corner. I didn't care anymore.

"Hey Lex." David said

"C'mon lets go." He said helping me up

David took me back to Scott's.

I sat out in the backyard. Nobody knew I was back which is what I wanted, so I could be left alone.

I heard the sliding doors open, and I saw someone walk out.

It was Heath.

"Hey, Lex?" He asked walking over

"Hey." I said

"You okay?" He asked

"Nope." I replied

"Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked

"No." I said

He took a drink of the beer in his hand.

"Can I have a drink?" I asked

"How old are you?" He asked

"Does it matter?" I asked

"Fair enough." He said handing me the can. I took a drink and handed it back.

"Thanks." I said

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I put on a pair of grey sweat pants and sill had on Todd's black hoodie, I put my hair up messily and grabbed my phone and earphones.

I walked around to a near by park, It was getting dark now but oh well. I saw a 2 guys smoking something. I walked up the them

"Hey." I said

"You got any to spare?" I asked

"How much u got?" He asked

"50." I said

"Done." The guy said and handed me a baggy with some weed in it.

I walked to a gas station to get some papers. Once I got them I made my way back to the house.

I rolled 2 joints with the weed I had and grabbed a beer.

I took everything and walk out to the backyard where I was sitting earlier.

I opened the beer and lit one joint.

As I sat there I watched the sky slowly get darker.

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I flicked the lighter on and off, just watching the flame.

I realized at this point I didn't care about anything anymore.