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I sat out side most of the night not paying attention to anything and sitting there numb to emotion. Scotty walked out.
"Hey, you ok?" He asked
"No." I said not making eye contact
"What happened do you wanna talk?" he asked again
"Not really, I kinda just wanna sit here." I said
"Ok, but come in soon, k?"
"Yeah, Ill be in soon." I lied, I didn't plan on going inside at all that night.
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3:00am rolled around and I decided that I couldn't live here anymore either, there was too much stuff going on in my head and with people that I cared about, I didn't want to move away but I needed to get out of here. I was about to leave until I realized I had no where to go.
I had no money, I spent the last of my money on weed.
I sat back down and pulled my knees up to my chest and began to cry. As the sky started to get lighter I realized I had stayed up all night. At this point I said "Fuck it" and made a coffee and went back outside.
I was still awake be the time all the guys were up and vlogging. I stayed quiet and tried t keep out of the vlogs.
Scotty POV
It was sad that you could tell Lex gave up on everything just in a day. I don't know what happened when she was gone but it must have been bad.
"I feel bad for her and I wish there was some way we could help her." I said talking to Kristen and Todd, they nodded
Lex POV
I was still outside. I didn't know what to do anymore because I had given up on everything but I didn't want to die.
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FanfictionCOMPLEATED Lex is a 19 year old girl who's mom kicks her out because of her drinking and weed problems. Having no where else to go and wanting to get away from home she runs to her brother David Dobrick. Lex ends up living with David and his 2 roomm...
