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Chapter 11 (Crushed romance)

I feel like my body is being forced into a tiny container. My heart is crushed, my mind is not working and my eyes is just crying. How could something like this happen?

'Let me just tell you the story!' Anthony tried to explain

I looked at him then at Natasha. She had one of her eye brow up and she has her devilish smile. Before Anthony can even speak I rushed out of the library. I couldn't take what was happening, I bumped into Vanessa but she just made things worse

'You think you're so pretty and you're so lovable but actually you're just A REBOUND!'

I'm just a rebound. I'm just a rebound. I'm just a rebound. This thoughts ran through my head while I try to calm down in a Bathroom stall. I want to go home but I don't know how. After I calmed down, I went down to the reception, I faked a head ache and they had no choice but to call my parents to pick me up. I told my mom what happened, she fully understand, she let me stay home for 3 days and she just made me do work at home. This is better. Being home-schooled. But I don't want to be home-schooled. I'll miss Grace, and uhm... At this point. I don't think I'll miss any one rather than Grace, I feel so lonely and incomplete. There is actually one person I would miss...Ryan. I think he's the person that has been honest to me all the time, I just can't believe what happened. It's still a blur. My phone suddenly vibrates, I received a text from Anthony

'Well this would be interesting' I said opening the message

"I'm sorry Savanna. I don't want you to feel like you're a rebound. I shouldn't have done that to you. I have to explain what happened. I thought me and Natasha will never get back together, I forced myself to forget her because of what she did. Then you came, I just knew that you're the solution to my problem. I did in fact fall in love with you, but when I saw you kissing Ryan my feelings for you suddenly decreased, I fell in love with Natasha again. My biggest regret was not telling you. I tried to love you but it was too hard, I'm sorry Savanna. I don't love you anymore, I'm in love with Natasha"

I don't know what to reply, or if I should. at the end I did. This is my chance to tell him everything.

"The problem is you didn't. Did you enjoy seeing me fall apart? Correction, I didn't kiss Ryan. If you're feelings decreased you should've told me. I would have understand. But you didn't. Nothing you can say can change the fact that YOU LIED to me. Vanessa was right, I am just a rebound. How could you do such thing Anthony? I'm human too. I have feelings too. What do you think I'm feeling right now? Thanks for making me fall to bits. Hope you had fun." SEND.

I couldn't stop my tears to roll down my face again. The only person Ivan go to is either Grace or Charlotte. I was going to call Charlotte when my phone rang, it was a call from an unknown number. I answered it out of curiosity.

'Hello?' I asked

'Hi? This is Mahalia' Mahalia answered

'Oh, hello. How are you, Mahalia?' I asked

'I'm alright, but enough about me. Are you alright? Do you want to meet up?' She asked

I couldn't stop my years an I start to sob again. I can't even speak. 'Y-yes pl-please' I stuttered

'Meet me at the park. Don't worry I won't tell any one that you're there' She answered

'But how can you do this to your bestfriend?' I asked

'You're the nicest girl I've ever met Savanna. I just want to know how you are handling everything' She answered

'I thought I could handle it. But I over-estimated myself. I'm not as strong as I think I am' I said starting to burst out of tears 'I'll be alright. I just have to wait and try'