love is love (girlxgirl)(vampire/werewolf)

chapter 5

Alexandra pov

i looked up to see faith opening my cell door.”your late"I know , sorry I had to say goodbye to my pack."what why"everyone is moving to Texas."what why"cause everyone is noticing we are not aging."why didn't you go with"cause I have to watch the pack house. "oh...so can I come out of this cell." yes you may but,you have to go back in a month."I promise."I walked out of the cell with her behind me.I went up stairs and sat on the couch."so will you tell me more about your past."I sighed and looked at her.but she had puppy dog eyes."before I start this you have been warned it gets intense and you have to promise not to get mad"I promise."OK so a year after i disappeared I saw my dad in a supermarket. I remembered all the shit he put me threw.so I followed him home.since I basicly lived there still I didn't need a invitation. so I waited in the woods until my little sister went to bed and my mom and dad sat on the couch to watch TV.I snuck in the back door and stood in front of the TV and said suprise. bitches.they looked at me in surprise.I saw my mom reaching for the phone.so I zoomed to her side and grabbed her by the throat.my dad started hitting me but I didn't feel it.I just looked at my dad and said paybacks a bitch.and drank my mom dry.then I did the same to my dad when I looked up there stood my little sister,I walked towards her to say goodbye but she flinched.so I ran and never looked back.I left Ireland,and I Dont plan to go back."I looked at faiths face I saw disgust in her eyes.I got up and started walking towards the cells.I knew this was going to happens.as i open the door I looked at her.and said"I'm sorry"she walked towards me,I expected her to reject me so I looked at the ground.but she did the unexpected she kissed me it was so passionate. god her lips are so soft and they taste like strawberries. I kissed her harder.I picked her up and wrapped her legs around my waste.I walked us back to couch .I dropped her gently,and continue to kiss her.I kissed her neck and started to take off her shirt."wait."she said."what's wrong love"she pushed me off of her and ran outside. I can't believe I expected her to love me.I went down stairs and shut the cell door behind me.I slid down the wall and started to cry.a couple hours later I heard the front door.it was her,how can I face her after what happen.I know she'll never love me.I mean come on a monster that doesn't deserve love.I knew not to get my hopes up.i started to sing quietly

. When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

I wish I was special

You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when I'm not around

You're so fucking special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

She's running out the door

She's running out

She runs runs runs runs..

Runs...

Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want

You're so fucking special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here I don't belong here

I was into the song I didn't notice faith watching me.I looked at her and just blurted out. "why can't you just love me."