Better

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I feel better!

I have more confidence.

I see my brother.

My nephews...

I wish.

I dont see my brother, nor my nephews.

I miss my brother.

I feel better.

No more self doubt. . . I wish.

I self doubt. And I hate it.

I encourage others.

Just not my myself.

I dont know why.

I guess Im lost, but not a lost cause.

I sing. Write. Play. Think.

Breathe.

Listen.

Breathe.

Listen.

Breathe.

Listen.

Breathe.

Just concentrait.

But what do I concentrait on? The birds?

The wind.

The screams of rednecks in the distance?

I need silence.

I search.

Searching.

Searching.

Searching.

Cant find it.

Maybe if I go out in the middle of B.F.E., I will find it then, dont ya think?(Note sarcasm).

I found the place I want to be.

Free.

Free as a bird.

I think.

But I cant think.

I cant breathe.

Im lost.

Truly lost.

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