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Journal Entry (45)

Dear bully,

I can't help but stare longingly at you everyday. Staying away from you makes me fall harder and you ignoring me is giving me a heart ache. I can't take anymore of this. I want to say it and I think I'm ready to.

I miss you. I miss you so so bad. I want you and I miss you. You make me fall harder with one simple glance and by not talking to you is making me hurt even more.

My parents are asking why I have bruises plasterd everywhere on my skin and why I wear long sleeve shirts on hot, summery days. I still can't g be them a straight answer.

I miss you so much that it makes me want to punish myself for making you ignore me.

So I did it again.
I did something bad again.
And the sad part is that I can't stop.

Please, make it stop.

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A/N

GUYSSSSS! Okay please if you can, go on my Instagram and here the song that I'm singing. Then come back here and tell me how it is! Please do it! I really need to see if I'm actually "singing material" and having you guys listen to it means the world to me!

Instagram: @areebahhashmi

After reading and experiencing many bullying stories I've myself, made a wrong decision. I had a friend as well who made the same mistake I made and I'm glad we stopped but I have also have many friends who haven't. It doesn't matter it I met them on wattpad or met them online somewhere or even met them in real life, friends are friends and we look out for each other. I really hoped I helped anyone in need and it might seem that right now things are bad, but as the story goes on you'll see how things can change.

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