Never ever gonna let you go [ Markson]

Chapter 47

*Mark's p.o.v*

I was in my bed and I continues to call for Jackson but he didn't seem to come so I call for him

"Jaaackson I am coold CUDDLE MEEE" I laugh a little of how clingy I sound 

He still did not come into the room so I decided to go and look for him 

"Jackson?" I ask and I see him at the couch moving weirdly

I walk closer and yet again call for him

"Jackson?" 

When I get even closer I see him Making out with this girl...

"Jackson?" I say louder and Jackson turns around 

He just stares at me 

"Jackson why?" I ask him and I start back away from the couch 

"cause I am fucking straight that is why" He snorts 

I stare at him disbelief 

"but what about" I start but I couldn't finish I am on edge to start crying 

"I was just fucking leading you on Mark couldn't you see...or maybe you are so naive as Jinyoung says you are" He laughs at me and I fall to the floor  

"Jinyoung was just joking," I say in a sob

"you really think so why don't you fucking ask him yourself?" he says and throws my phone at me 

I am a shaking mess but I got Jinyoungs number out and I call him

"Jinyoung" I cry out 

"What Is it now?" He asks 

"When you called me naive...that was just  a joke right?" I sob and all I hear is his chuckle 

"Really Mark? what do you think? I mean you are kind of naive"  Jinyoung starts but I can't listen I throw the phone away 

"see even he thinks you're naive" He laughs at me

"please stop" I mumble and he continues to laugh 

"it's amusing to see you like this...like you thought I liked you...Mark did you really think ANYONE likes you...I mean everyone just feels bad for you Mark...and I wanted to see how easy you're to fool and honestly you're too fucking easy it's laughable and guess what I AM LAUGHING" he continues to laugh at me until the girl cuts him off with kissing him

"stop please...stop pleasee" I continue to beg hoping this would end soon 

*Youngjae's p.o.v*

I woke up to hearing Mark scream at the top of his lungs

"STOP PLEASE STOP" he continues to scream 

I go over to his bed and I move slowly over to him

"Mark" I speak softly and Mark sits there crying shaking 

I move slowly towards him not to scare him since he seems to be sleeping...probably a nightmare to his behavior 

"Mark" I mumble softly again and I move even closer until I am so close so I can hug him

I  hug him slowly and I just sit there while he continues to scream and he starts kicking...probably scared by the fact I am holding onto him ¨

"Mark calm down" I whisper, He stops kicking after a while but continues to say stuff like 'stop please' he kept mumbling and saying Jackson's name over and over again 

after a while, his voice died down..mostly because his voice was becoming tired and his throat was probably becoming sore 

I continued to shush him and continued to calm him down 

he was still shaking and crying but he did not say anything 

I didn't know how to calm him down so I started to softly hum on a lullaby in a hope he would fully calm down 

"Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly"  I start singing softly 

He stops crying after a while but he is still shaking 

"all your liiife you were only waiting for this moment to arise" I continue and he stops for a while so I guess he has woken up

"you Okay Mark?" I ask him and he nods a little 

"try and rest a little again and we'll talk about the dream In the morning okay?" I tell him and he nods I am just about to get out of his bed when he stops me 

"Youngjae could you stay here and continue to sing on that song...." He whispers since his voice is still sore from screaming 

I chuckle but I nod and get back where I was sitting and I continue to sing until we both fall asleep