I don't want to do this anymore.
I don't want to hear the whispers around me when I walk in a room,
I don't want to feel like you're burning holes into my back.
Like I'm constantly running away from you.
I thought we were over this.
But I'm just going in circles,
Making myself dizzy,
Hating you with each rotating.
I feel like I'm going to throw up.
I need to get you out of my system.
You're poisoning me,
Slowly destroying me.
It hurts.
Loving you fucking hurts.
And I don't know how to get it to stop.
I don't know how to ignore you.
I'm so sorry.
I'm always sorry.
You meant so much to me.
I guess it's hard to think I mean so little to you.
