Dear Bunny,
I don't wish to say goodbye yet... so can we just continue the way we've always been? ^^
Love,
Rabbit
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What the letter I wrote TRULY says:
Dear Bunny,
I guess you think I'm a selfish bitch, and you're probably right. I'm thick headed, stubborn, idiotic, and worst of all, I'm inconsiderate. I guess I tried to consider your feelings, but it was never truly good enough, was it? I'm sorry for being pathetic at showing that I truly love you, but I just wanted to do what I perceived as right... What would get the best effects and make you happy in the end. I realize now, that perhaps I should have just enjoyed the fact that we had each other. If I could restart this all, I would have done many things differently... from the word choice I used to the selfish requests I made. However, I wish that you could have told me you were going to abandon me.
Perhaps, feeling I deserve that, is an even worse offense. I'm sorry for teasing you and calling you adorable and everything. I'm sorry we met in January, I'm sorry we dated, I'm sorry you wasted so much time on me. I'm just sorry. If it helps, I pray every night that you'll come back, but you're not going to because I don't deserve it. Perhaps, I'm jumping to conclusions and writing this will just divide us greater. But, I don't know what else to do if you won't speak to me. So if you read this or not, I feel I have to tell you how I'm feeling without you. I miss you so much Bunny... so, so, so much... And I'm so sorry. So I guess that this is it. Goodbye.
