Trust Issues

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*Jazlyns pov*

I pulled myself together and I got up. I took my makeup off re did it. I put on a different shirt and I fixed my hair. I took a deep breath and I got my purse. I walked downstairs and I went outside. I went to Gelos house and knocked on the door. His father opened the door. "Hey whats up?" he smiled at me.
"Is Gelo home?" I made sure I didn't let my guard down. I didn't want to look weak or sad about anything.
"Yeah hes playing basketball outside," he smiled, moving out of the way so I can come in.
"Thank you," I nodded and smiled at him. I went inside and out to the backyard. I smiled small and watched Gelo shoot his hoops. "LiAngelo?" I smiled small at him. He looked over me then went back to shooting hoops. I looked down a little bit. "Gelo please im sorry," I sighed a little bit.
"Yeah well you breaking up with my girlfriend for me wasn't fucking cool," he looked at me, shaking his head, "You cant just do that."
"I know but," I sighed, "I cant help it okay? You being with her bugs me and I don't know why!"
"Well it shouldn't bother you," Gelo looked at me.
"I know but it does and I cant help it," I shrugged.
"Well get it over it. Like you said we are just friends!"
"Well maybe I want more!" I stepped forward.
"Well maybe I don't!" Gelo took a step closer too.
"Well maybe I think youre wrong," I looked up at him.
"Well im not," he turned away from me and started shooting hoops again. I gulped a little bit and I watched him. "You mean that?" I sighed a little bit.
"I mean it," he laughed a bit. I nodded and looked down a little bit. "Im going to go home," I walked inside before Geo could or say anything. I let a tear fall and sighed a bit.

*Gelos pov*

I watched as Jaz walked back inside. I sighed. Everything I said was not the truth. I love her, ive loved her since I first saw her. "Baby?" Izzy giggled.
"Yeah? Sorry I spaced off," I laughed a bit and smiled at her.

*Jazlyns pov*

I got dressed and sat back down on my bed. "Im going to go now," Dustin laughed a bit, zipping up his pants.
"Yeah," I nodded and laughed a bit, "See you later." He nodded and left. I felt so dirty. I hated myself. I hated what I did but I needed a new escape. I got up and I changed my sheets. I sat back down and looked down at my phone. Im still heartbroken about what happened with Gelo. I opened myself up to someone and then I got turned down. It hurt so bad. Ive never opened up to someone like I did with him, or trusted someone like him. Then that's what happened... My phone went off and it was Gelo.

Gelo- hey sorry for earlier I just don't want to ruin our friendship

Me- got it. don't worry

Gelo- did you really sleep with Dustin? hes been telling everyone

Me- Yeah I did...

Gelo- well hes telling everyone about it

Me- thanks for telling me...

I texted Dustin.

Me- why the hell are you telling everyone that we slept together?

Dustin- Cause we did lamo

Me- yeah but you don't go around telling people.

Dustin- oops? Sorry princess lol

I put my phone down and let tears fall. My life is falling apart....

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