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You're like the whole world to me
Hug me harder and more painfully

You hugged me tighter as I completely broke down in your arms.
Why were we like that?
I was the guy in the relationship.
I was supposed to be the strong one.
I wasn't supposed to be the one who broke down.

I was numb at that time.
Right after you told me the news, I froze on the spot.

You were being distant for the past few weeks when we were one year in our relationship.
And I didn't know why.

When you finally agreed to open up, I was happy.
I thought that we could finally fix the problem.
I thought that things could go back to the way they were.

I was happy until I found out why.

I didn't want something unfixable to be the reason why.
I couldn't help but cry.
Why?
Why was I the one crying when you were the one in pain?

I guess it hurt.
It hurt so much when I found out.
Because you were my world.
And my world was falling apart.
And that made me sad.
It scared me.

I remember that after I've calmed down I made promises to you that day.

Some of which I knew that I couldn't keep
But I made them anyway.

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