What do I do, I speak with your language
And I breathe your air
I'll be you, you have me in your grasp
from: Namjoon
to: Grumpy Butt
Hyung, where are you? Hoseok and I have been waiting for an hour.
from: Yoongi
to: Smartass
Sorry... I'm sick.
from: Namjoon
to: Grumpy Butt
Oh... okay.
from: Namjoon
to: Grumpy Butt
Do you want us to visit you?
from: Yoongi
to: Smartass
No. It's fine.
from: Yoongi
to: Smartass
Have fun.
I turned off my phone and smiled.
My body feels weak and my head fucking hurts but I'm fucking smiling right now.
I probably look like some psychopath but oh well.
Why am I happy right now?
Because as fucked up as this sounds, fevers make me happy.
Head splitting migraines make me smile.
Because they help me not to forget about you.
It's been years since you left.
And even though I swore never to forget about you, some nights, I can't even seem to remember what you were like when we were together.
Some nights, all I remembered is that I loved you.
But that was it.
But when I get sick, I remember how you were like, what you used to do, how you took care of me.
I remember you.
And it makes me smile.
I remember how you'd go to my place, whether it was two in the morning or three in the afternoon just to take care of me.
I remember how you'd make sure I wasn't alone.
I remember the feeling of having company.
I remember how you'd wrap me in a bundle of blankets, tell me not to move and make me soup.
I stared at the ceiling as I remembered every little moment with you, trying to carve it into my heart.
"Hahaha... I'm such a fool. Thinking that you're going to walk in any minute to get mad at me for over working myself again and tell me to sleep"
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Best Of Me • m.yg
Fanfiction❝ It was just another fucked up dream about the past. Great. Just another happy memory turned into a nightmare. ❞ Where Min Yoongi remembers all of the best and worst moments he has ever had with her before she left. ©NicholasEC | edited |
