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I sort of have a writers block atm, well, a kinda one :L so sorry if this is crap (A) I'd appreciate your feedback,
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“What the fuck did you do that for you complete utter twat”
“Eh, hows this my fault, you're the one who was screaming”
“You're the one who couldn't fucking look after his own brother!!” As soon as I said that I kinda regretted it. He showed the same look on his face as he did yesterday, when I said I hated him. Yknow, the kinda face that any girl would instantly forgive a guy for. But what he did was wrong, and I was gonna make him pay for it.
“Right you fucking bastard, YOU ARE GIVING YOUR BROTHER A KIDNEY! WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. IT'S YOUR FAULT THAT HE'S IN THIS STATE NOW!!”
“Well, it's not exactly my fault, you were pushing up against me, how was I supposed to know that the dialysis machine wire would rip out of his arm. Not my fault, didn't do it on purpose, I swear, I wouldn't... I just wouldn't” By now, I actually couldn't help myself but to feel sorry for Ryden, I mean, come on, he was huddled in a ball in the corner, literally crying his eyes out. Well, I'm sure nobody would actually mean to do that, especially to their brother. Plus, I was pushing against him, my thoughts were interrupted immediately when the doctor entered the room that we were practically thrown in before.
“Ms Walker, Mr Walker, I need to talk to you urgently. Ronin will die unless we can find his brother this instant. We need that kidney, or he has no chance” He looked at Ryden suspiciously, as if he knew about everything, that he was his brother. I didn't even mention anything when he called me Ms Walker, I didn't want to jeopardise my chances of being here, making sure that he was okay.
“Ryden, I think you should get up and tell the doctor what he needs to hear right now” I said this with so much passion, for some reason, I felt as though I was about to lose my own life at that minute.
“I'll do it” Ryden nodded, stood up and clenched his fists, staring directly into the doctors eyes. The doctor just simply nodded his head and beckoned Ryden to follow him.
2 HOURS LATER
Five minutes ago, I watched both Ryden and Ronin get wheeled into the surgery. Right now, I was panicking like crap. I didn't know who I was more afraid of dying, but all I knew was that I wanted them both to be okay. Thoughts rushed through my head from time to time, making me stand up and walk around, just to get them out of my head. Thoughts like they weren't coming back out, that's why they were taking so long, thoughts like, like, my future. My future? Why the hell was I thinking about that now when Ronin might not even have a future. He might not even have another girlfriend, a wife, kids. My thoughts were so irrational I actually screamed to myself, which must have been loud as three doctors came rushing through in case something had happened, which only nerved me even more.
I found myself crying myself to sleep, on the nurse sitting next to me, who seemed quite calm when I rested my head on her lap, so this mustn't have been an unusual thing for her around here.
THE NEXT DAY
I woke up to find myself in a comfortable armchair, with silk linings, red fabric and a large fluffy quilt hugging to the dreadful curves of my now even bigger body. I shot up, as fast as lightning, thinking that somehow I had managed to be taken home, or even went home myself. I sort of relaxed when I opened my eyes to find both Ronin and Ryden, lying side by side in their hospital beds, it was such a sight. I quickly got up, checked both their pulses, then relaxed even more when I realised that they had both made it through. I kissed them both on the forehead, Ryden second of course. It was only when I kissed Ryden on the forehead that his eyes slowly started to open.
“Hey baby, I did good yeah?” He struggled a smile, a tear forming in the corner of my right eye. How could I have been so angry at him. He did this, because I had asked him to.
“You did brilliant” I managed to escape the words from my mouth as I allowed the rest of the tears that had formed to rush down my face, spilling onto my lap. He beckoned me closer and kissed me softly on the lips. It felt like my very first kiss all over again, yknow, the kind of ones that give you butterflies and make it so that you can't help but have that big goofy grin sitting on your face.
“Hey, babe. I know this sounds bad after everything that's been said in this hospital but,” I glanced over to Ronin, still asleep in his bed,” can he come stay with us, please, just until he gets better. He is your brother, and he's got nobody else to look after him” I gave him those puppy dog eyes that he told me he could never say no to.
“Yeah, sure babe, whatever you want. I wouldn't wanna be kept in this hospital for too long” He chuckled, but it was like a raspy chuckle, which made me worried a bit until he actually managed to lift his arm up, put it around my waist, and pull me onto the hospital bed with him.
“You look tired. Get some sleep, I love you”
“Only if you promise to stay by my side.”
“I promise babe, forever and ever” I said this with a smile, we had said this since we had gotten together, all those years ago. Nobody ever believed that it would have turned out to be true, not even me.
He tickled my sides, like we used to, but then remembered the baby, and frowned. “Sorry baby, I forgot” he now started running his hands over the tiny bump that was starting to show. Ryden fell asleep almost instantly with a huge grin on his face, I could tell what he was thinking about. But, it certainly wasn't the same as me, I realised this when I glanced over at Ronin, who was now awake, who had probably heard the whole conversation. Even though he was smiling at me, I couldn't help but feel guilty, I couldn't help but feel as though I was cheating on him...
I fell asleep, Ronin on my mind, a huge smile on my face, still feeling the stare of Ronin on me. Not one of those evil, nasty ones. But one that made it seem as though I was glowing, as if I were protected because he was there...
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Woop, thought I had writers block but then this came straight out :) I was smiling a little when I wrote this chapter, yknow near the end.
Sorry it isn't as long as the others :(
I'd appreciate some comments, perhaps even votes and fans <3 :):)
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