Drown Me (TRIGGER WARNING!)

Part 1

*INTRODUCTION*

Dan Howell was depressed, that was until he met Phil Lester. Phil Lester was kind and bubbly and always made Dan smile but things can change.

*DAN'S POV*
Phil and I had just got back from a party at Pj's house and we were lying on the couch with Phil's head on my chest as we watched American Horror Story. I've always had feelings for Phil, ever since we first met in 2009 and then we started dating but broke up in 2010 to just be friends, but I felt like now was the perfect time to tell him I still liked him. "Phil?" "Yeah Dan?" He turned to look at me with his stunning blue eyes that you could get lost in forever. I took a deep breath and confessed "I-Think I'm still in love with you, Phil looked at dan and smiled wide and without hesitation said "Me too" I leaned in and kissed Phil and he kissed back and sparks flew like it was meant to be, Phil then put his head back on my chest and fell asleep lying in my arms and everything was finally perfect, But perfect can never last forever.

*THE NEXT DAY*

*DAN'S POV*
I walked in to the kitchen and saw Phil making us pancakes, I went over to him and put my arms around his waist and kissed his cheek "Uh.. Dan? W-What are you doing we broke up two years ago?" Phil pushed me away and acted confused "Oh so what I could kiss you last night but I can't now?" "Dan... I'm not sure what you are talking about?" "Oh so now we are just going to forget it happened are we, if that's how it is then fine" I felt tears start to stream down my cheeks as I made my way back to my room and slammed the door shut. How could he not remember we kissed?... I obviously mean nothing to him.