Drown Me (TRIGGER WARNING!)

Part 2 (TRIGGER WARNING)

*PHIL'S POV*
I was in the kitchen making pancakes when Dan came in and wrapped his arms around me and started to kiss my cheek I was confused so I pushed him away and he got mad at me and clamied we kissed the night before but I couldn't remember anything and was probably just drunk. I told him I didn't know what he was talking about and he starting crying and left, I felt bad but I was in shock and didn't know what to say, so being the idiot person I was I left him crying in his room alone.

*20 MINUTES LATER*

*DAN'S POV* Phil didn't even come to see if I was alright and it was obvious that he didn't care about me. I ran to the bathroom hoping Phil wouldn't see me. I grabbed the razor and cried, I knew that I shouldn't but it was my only way of coping with the pain. One for being fat, And one for never being good enough for Phil, I sliced the blade deep along my wrist two times and then slid my long sleeves back over my cuts so Phil wouldn't notice, not that he cared anyway.

*PHIL'S POV*
I heard Dan in the bathroom crying and I really wanted to go in there and hug him, but even if we did kiss I was drunk and I didn't feel the same way no matter how hard I tried and I didn't want to confuse him so I decided to just go and prepare dinner.

*AN HOUR LATER*

Dinner was finally done so now It was time to face my biggest fear, talking to Dan. "Dan?" I poke my head in the door to notice him fiddling with his sleeves with tear stained cheeks and to be honest, I was worried. "What do you want Phil" he snapped at me but I didn't expect anything different, after what seemed like hours of awkward silences I finally spoke up "I made us dinner and it's on the table, just come out when you are ready"
"I'm not hungry he replied back angrily, I sighed and walked out of his room I knew I couldn't get him to eat and there was no point even trying.

*DAN'S POV*
Phil came in to tell me dinner was ready and I got mad at him and told him I wasn't hungry even though I was starving I couldn't allow myself to eat not after what Phil did to me... Phil just left not even caring about me not eating, I meant nothing to him, Nothing at all.