*DAN'S POV*
It was 3 in the afternoon and Phil hadn't come home yet from staying at Connors and wasn't answering his phone, I reached for the phone to call Phil once again when the door opened "Phil thank god your home" I turn around to see Connor not Phil "Connor?" "Where is Phil?" He begins to walk over to the couch before sitting beside me "We need to talk Dan.." As soon as he says this my heart sinks "Is everything okay?" "Is Phil okay?" I start getting panicky now, he looks at the ground before beggining to speak again "I'm sorry Dan... but Phil kissed me. I tried to push him away but he wouldn't stop" Suddenly at that moment it feels like time has stopped as with my heart and everything else with it "No... Phil would never cheat on me, you are lying" But I didn't even believe myself Phil had been acting strange and talking to Connor alot and now it all makes sense, I start to cry before hurrying out of the lounge and into the bathroom. I look into the mirror, Phil was right to cheat I'm useless and he deserves better.... He deserves Connor. I grab the pill bottle before running out of the house, I keep running as far as I can run until I get to the park that I went to when I saw Phil hugging Troye, Phil deserved so much more than me. I quickly got out my phone and texted Phil "You deserve better, I love you and I'm sorry?" I press send and chug down the bottle of Pills before everything goes black.
*PHIL'S POV*
I arrive at the flat to see Connor sitting on our couch "Connor? What are you doing here?" He smiles widely "I just had a nice little chat with Daniel, that's all" I stare at him confused before getting a text, I look down at the message from dan reading "You deserve better, I love you and I'm sorry?" I look back up at Connor "What exactly did you say to Dan?" He starts to laugh "I just told him you kissed me, that's all" Anger fills up inside me "How the fuck could you say that? We both know you kissed me. And now I have no idea where Dan is, he could be dead and it's all your fault!" I scream at him before leaving the flat and slamming the door shut behind me. I grab out my phone and dial Dan's number, but no reply. I start to worry where the hell could he be? But I start to remember the park he went to when we had that fight and decided that would be my first place to look.
I run as fast as I can beforeI finally arive at the park tired and out of breath "Dan?" I called out his name but heard no replies, I walked over to a bench and began to cry It seemed like I had no hope in finding Dan and I would never see him again. I looked up and saw what looked like a body in the distance, I ran with all my strength towards the body but when I got there it was gone, I dropped to the ground and began to cry nothing was worth it now, Dan Howell was gone.
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Drown Me (TRIGGER WARNING!)
FanfictionDan Howell was depressed, that was until he met Phil Lester. Phil Lester was kind and bubbly and always made Dan smile but things can change.
