Drown Me (TRIGGER WARNING!)

Part 4

*THE NEXT DAY*

*PHIL'S POV*
I looked around my room to see a photo album beside my bed. I picked it up carefully and flipped it to the first page where I saw a picture of Dan and I hugging, I smiled remembering back in 2009 when things were easier and I actually knew my feelings for him, but things have changed. I stood up, I wish I just liked Dan it would be easier then not knowing what I feel about him, I know he likes me I just don't want to let him down. I decided I needed to think about things and left the house to head to the nearest park. I saw another boy there that looked to be around my age and sat on the bench beside him, he smiled at me and we began to talk. We talked about his music and I found out he was also a youtuber named Troye, I got his number and he reached out to give me a hug goodbye, I hesitated but then hughed him back, It was the first hug I had gotten for ages and I enjoyed it, I wanted things to be like this for Dan and I but I knew he was mad at me and that wouldn't happen.

*DAN'S POV*
I decide to go for a walk in the park to relieve stress and take photos, as taking photos was my favourite thing to do right now and I figured that it might make me a little happier. I slip on my black converse and head out the door to the park, as I get there I see a shady tree nearby and lean against it while randomly scrolling through Tumblr. I hear laughing and look up to see what looks like a gay couple hugging on the seat bench, I sigh to myself I just wish Phil and I could be like that but I know he hates me. As I admire the couple for long enough I manage to recognise one of them, I decide to walk past them on my way home to see who the person is. I get up and walk past the couple to realise, It's Phil... I almost drop my phone as I stand there in shock but I quickly run away before he sees me as tears are streaming down my face.