Drown Me (TRIGGER WARNING!)

Part 8

*DAN'S POV*
I wake up rested in Phil's arms, time to make a liveshow. I sigh not wanting to leave his embrace but I force myself to get up anyway. "Dan?" Phil lifts his head up and looks at me confused "Liveshow" I remind him, He smiles, nodds his head and drifts back to sleep. I walk to the bathroom and start to fix my hair and change into something more comfortable before going into my bedroom and pressing the liveshow button "Hello Internet" I smile and give the two finger salute that I've been giving since day one. Thousands of people enter the liveshow and the chat starts to spam up, of course being mainly about phan. I did want to tell the phandom about phan but there was still nothing to tell considering I still didn't know what we were so I just stayed answering basic questions about the house and stories from my week before I ended the liveshow and made my way into the lounge. Phil was on the couch watching cat fail videos on his phone while laughing I giggle at the way his tounge poked out the side of his mouth when he laughed, ugh why did he have to be so cute? I thought to myself. He looks up "Oh hey Dan, how was the liveshow?" I wasn't sure how to answer I really wanted to tell him about the phan shippers but that might make him uncomfortable and I don't really know what we are yet. "Dan are you okay?" Phil asks looking worried, I take a deep breath "What are we?" I ask "Do we have to have a label of what we are?" He snaps back "I-I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked" every perfect moment that I've been having for the last week was now ruined and I was crushed and broken and needing to cry, I rushed out of the lounge, into my room and just cried.

*PHIL'S POV*
I woke up and heard Dan talking and then remembered that he was making a liveshow today. I sat up and reached
for my laptop on the table and started to watch cat fail videos. I hear a giggle so I look up and see Dan standing in front of me, "Oh hey Dan, how was the liveshow?" I ask, Dan suddenly freezes "Dan are you okay?" He looks down and takes a deep breath "What are we?" My heart sunk, why did we have to be labeled something all the time. I start yelling at him and instantly regret it "I-I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked" he responds, his voice shaky and he sounds like he's on the verge of tears. He runs out of the lounge and because the walls are thin I hear him crying from his room. I follow him to his room and see him in the corner with his hands around his knees shelding him from danger. I crouch down beside him and wrap my arms around him, cradeling him in a hug. "I'm sorry for yelling at you Dan, I may not know what we are right now but what I do know is that you mean the world to me and.." I take a deep breath as I continue my sentence "I love you" Dan looks up at me "You really mean that" He asks. I smile down at him "Yes, I do" he smiles back at me "I love you too."