Only You

Yepeun Mal (Beautiful Words)

           

"Wait here when you finish class. I'll fetch you" tell Jeonghan but Hana already out from the car. He thought she heard it. He feels a bit happy today as he finally can be alone with her. He just wanna try to make up because he feels really bad about what happened. Although Hana seems a bit uncomfortable, he will try to make her feels less comfortable around him. He drove his car back to home. He doesn't know why, since he send Hana today. He feels very happy and always smiling.

"Waegeurae? Museun ili isseo? (What's wrong? Is anything happened?" ask Jisoo. It's been so long since he saw Jeonghan's smiled. "Wae? Found your source of happiness already?" ask Seuncheol while hitting Jeonghan heart like a girl. Jeonghan smiled. He doesn't know how he feels yet and he pretty sure he just feels very happy whenever he sees Hana laughing with the others. Jeonghan lay on his bed and try to take a nap.

"Jeonghan ah wake up. You ask me to wake you at 4.30, its 5pm already" Seungcheol tapping his shoulder. He stirred and woke up as fast as he can and cursing himself for not waking up on time. He supposed to go out at 5 to pick up Hana. Running his fingers through his hair and took his car keys. Unbothered with his phone left on his bed.

Hana bit her finger. She often do that when she's nervous or worried. Still loyal standing in front of the door. "Geumanhae geumanhae. Gwaenchaneulgeoya (Stop it, stop it. He will be fine)" said Wonwoo. He kinda feels a bit uncomfortable seeing her walking in front of the door. "He won't stay there longer right? Why would he? If he see that Im not there can he can simply make a turn" Hana looked at Wonwoo. She tried to calm herself but they more she tried the more she thinks negatively. Wonwoo nodded and pat the couch asking Hana to sit down with him and calm down.

~Why would you come and fetch me. I can go there and come back on my own. You used to hate me too. Ahh Yoon Jeonghan. You drive people crazy.

A few minutes later they heard someone opened the door. Hana quickly get up from the couch and Jeonghan was standing in front of the door.  All wet. He look at the ground. His whole body is trembling. Probably feel cold because of the rain hits him. Hana quickly take a towel and go to Jeonghan. Trying to give out the towel but Jeonghan didn't take it. He continue look at the floor. Hana began to worry if Jeonghan yell at her like before. "Jamkkan nagaullae? (Will you come out for a second?)" ask Jeonghan softly. He still looking at the floor. "Huh? Wae?" Hana was scared and she couldn't move. She looked at Jeonghan and she feels really bad. His clothes drenched, his hair all wet. Her knuckles seems read and his nose too. Probably too freezing. She remembered Jeonghan doesn't like cold. Jeonghan then sofly take her hand, closed the door and bring her outside. She didn't pull her hand, instead she let Jeonghan lead the way. Jeonghan bring her to the emergency staircase.

"Jeonghan ah. Mianhae. I didn't know you would come and pick me up. Did you say you'll pick me up? I really didn't hear. Im so sorry" Hana broke the silence, hands still in Jeonghan's grip."Nugurang gatchi dorawasseo? Akka geu namjarang gatchi? (Who are you going home with? With that guy earlier?)" Jeonghan ask softly while smiling at her. He is so freezing until he can't talk properly. At least he know Hana already went home safely. He rans around looking for her incase she was freezing because he knew Hana didn't bring her umbrella with her just now. Well that's the exact reason why he's soaked in the rain. Without realizing he lift up his hands and rub Hana's head. Patting her and look at her fondly. Hana didn't do anything. She's a bit worried with all the touch but looking at Jeonghan soaked in rain make her feels really bad. "Eung, chingurang dorawasseo, mianhae (Yes, I went back with my friend, I'm sorry)" Hana help Jeonghan to wipe Jeonghan face and hair. Jeonghan just let her do it. He didn't move a bit. He's too freezing. Without realising Hana can feel Jeonghan's breath touch her nose.

The rain hits even harder just like how Jeonghan's heart. His heart beating fast at that moment and so does Hana. She continues to wipe Jeonghan face and hair. Trying to ignore that their gap are getting close as Jeonghan leaning forward. Jeonghan put his hands at Hana's chin to tilt her head and looked at her eyes down to her lips. It's pink and soft. Hana started to feel weird and she meets Jeonghan's eyes. She wants to back off but Jeonghan caught her waist with his other hand and pressed his lips on her lips softly. Hana startled and confuse. It wasn't that long. Jeonghan slowly leaning back, parted their lips. Press his forehead to hers, eyes still on her lips. Closing his eyes and said "Please don't make me worried again. And please look at me too" said Jeonghan. He cup her face. Warm.

Hana slowly open her eyes. Feeling his breath against her cheeks. She parted looked at Jeonghan and she quickly turn away. Jeonghan still didn't let go of her waist. "I-I think I need to go, I havent set up the table" said her. She's blushing, fluttering, worried and scared. That's kinda new. She never kiss anyone before, she got no time for that. Living alone with so many things to do give her no time to date before. It's amazing and she wants more but it's just too confusing. Jeonghan saw that she's not comfortable. Jeonghan let go of her waist, hand holding her other hand. Hana turns and looked at her hand up to Jeonghan eyes. "I'm sorry but can you accept my heart" ask Jeonghan. Hana startled and look at Jeonghan without blinking. She can't adapt anything. After kissing her mind went blank and now with this confession.

"But why? It's so sudden? You used to hate me before? Why now? Why me?" Curious with the sudden confession. She admit, she do feel a little bit different after Jeonghan trying to be nice to her few weeks ago. Jeonghan always trying to talk with her, asking her so many question and sometimes he show that he concern about her. Also this morning, she feel a bit blushed when Jeonghan offered to bring her to college and send her text. She afraid that Jeonghan was only trying to play with her. Or maybe Jeonghan just wanna make her as re-bounce for losing Seola. She knows about Seola. But she didn't know the detail. She only heard it from the kids.

"I know it's kinda weird, but I don't know why I hard trouble sleep at night and you always visits my head every times I want to sleep. Aren't you tired? Running around my mind?" Jeonghan let out a small laugh. "My heart feels weird when you're not around, I keep searching for you, wanting to look at you more and more. Seeing your smile and it's kinda exhausting thinking what's going on with my hearts but... I like it. Because I think.... I like you" said Jeonghan hand holdings Hana's hands. He thinks about a weeks whether he should or not confess to Hana. Because he suddenly remember what Seungcheol said to him. It's about time for him to find his happiness. He realizes whenever he saw Hana laughing with the kids, Hana send him the whole zoo. But he doesn't set his hope that high. He knows it's too sudden for Hana.

Hana still looking at Jeonghan and somehow she feels the sincere. But she didn't know how to respond. Its just too fast. "I'll think about it. How much I like you, why I like you. I'll think about it" said Hana while looking at Jeonghan. Beautiful eyes she thought. Looking at him who was already drenched because if the rain. She's very firm with her words and that makes Jeonghan surprised because he didn't expect that from Hana. He smiled and nodded his head. He feels a bit relieved with Hana's words. Hana leave the towel to Jeonghan and she smiled to him before she walked back inside.

Will she give me the answer?