you were just... everything i wanted to be.
happy, carefree, smart, warm.
you used to make me slightly uncomfortable. you had too much spirit.
but you didn't give up on me, did you? even when i yelled at you, ignored you, pushed you away. you should have given up.
you really should have.
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