we started "dating" on december 26, 2014.
i should have said no.
skype calls, day-long text conversations, flirting in class, making out in between bells.
i was falling deeper and deeper, while it was just a fling to you. an experiment. a temptation in the back of your mind that you needed to fulfill. you said you liked me, and i don't doubt it, but we were just on two different definitions. i wanted to grow alongside you, you just wanted to get off with me.
i still have that video of you playing guitar and singing in class. i used to play it a lot when i couldn't sleep and you wouldn't answer the phone.
