i was hospitalised in april.
i called you, but you were too much of a coward to answer the god damned phone. it was the scariest week of my life, todd.
when i was released from hospital and allowed to go back to school, you were shocked to see i couldn't sit without tearing up, and that i was on strong painkillers that conflicted with my other medications. still, all you did was stare from behind your laptop. never once approached me. but i still loved you so much.
you finally came to me, but that day we were both worn.