dear todd,
how have you been? it's been almost three years since we last talked, hasn't it? i contacted you recently. it was an action out of sheer panic and desperation. just like you promised, you helped. once again, you were the first— the only one— there for me. i don't understand.
it was weird to hear your voice.
i told you i loved you, but do you know what happened? what happened before, what happened after, both sides are essential for you to understand me. and maybe through this you can understand yourself.
isn't that what you always wanted?
