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Just one shots about the boys. It's not about their friendship, bromance, but about their love for one another. Cause if you don't think they are secretly gay for each other then well, you are missing something
*i don't do smut*
Hop...
Prompt: Zach is in love with Jonah but unfortunately Jonah is in love with another band mate and that hurts Zach way more then anyone can think of
Famous or nah: famous
-Zach's POV-
I stared at my crush as he talked about how he liked Daniel.
Yes I have a crush on my band mate who also happens to like someone else in our band. It's not healthy but what else can I do? I tell my heart to get over him but my stubborn heart refuses to look at someone else like we look at Jonah.
I mean he's just so perfect. He's really protective, kind, has brown hair, has blue eyes, and don't even get me started on his jaw line. And oh my lord his abs. It's the best thing you can see besides his beautiful smile. And his personality is amazing. He's super sweet, nice, and caring. Jonah is nice to everyone and anyone but you do not wanna get on his bad side. He's nice but is mean when he needs to be.
Jonah doesn't let anyone talk shit about him or anyone he cares about. It's actually really hot to see if I'm being honest.
He's like the mom in our band. He takes care of us when we get sick, injured, or just having a melt down. He is the first we turn to for advice. I even sometimes pretend to be sick just so I can spend more time with him cause well he only wants to spend time with Daniel since he likes him so much.
"Zach!" I heard someone call my name causing me to snap out of my thoughts and look up to see who called my name.
"Yea?" I asked and saw that it was Jonah.
"Everything ok? You seem a little off." He said while looking at me with worried eyes causing me to admire him more. He is such a caring person.
"Umm yea I am." I told him nervously.
It was quiet for a second. And I knew in that moment that he didn't believe me. So I did the dumbest thing I could possibly do.
"Actually no I'm not. Can we talk? In private please." I asked him. And I don't know what came over me but I decided that now was the time I tell him that I love him and everything about him because to me, he's just so perfect. And the perfect boyfriend anyone could ever ask for.
"Yes of course Zach." He said while standing up as I did the same and led us to his room.
"What's wrong?" He asked, once he sat down on the bed. Looking up at me as i remained standing.
"Umm I have something important to tell you." I told him nervously.
"Go ahead. You can tell me anything." He says while giving me an encouraging smile.
I took a deep breath. Ready for my rejection. But I knew that the little hope I had inside me was going to break my heart. Cause no matter how much I didn't want hope, I had it. Part of me wanted it. But the other part didn't. Knowing that I wasn't going to get my happy ending that I wanted.
"Zach, its fine. Come on. You can tell me. I won't judge you." Said Jonah again, looking at my worried face. I was suddenly having second thoughts about this.
"You see Jonah, I have feelings for you ok! And hurts me to see you look Daniel the exact same way I look at you. I didn't mean for this to happen. I trulydidn't. I try to look at someone else the way I look at you, but I just can't. You are the perfect boyfriend that I could ever ask for. And I knowyou don't like me. So please just tell me truth. I don't want lies cause that will hurt me more in the end. Just straight up tell me if we could ever have something that is real and not fake because you are a very nice person that doesn't want to hurt my feelings." I told him, finally exploding all my feelings I hadbottled up inside of me.
Jonah looked at me with wide eyes and a look with shock.
"Zach.." He said and my heart broke. Knowing exactly what he was gonna say.
"I don't see you like that. I am so sorry. But I don't think we can have something. I truly don't want to say this but you're right. Telling you that I like you when I don't will only hurt you more. I am so sorry. I hope you don't hold grudges againstme." Said Jonah, breaking my heart even more. As tears fell down my cheeks. But i knew that it was for the best. But that did not make my heart hurt any less.
"I understand. And no I won't. It's for the best. But please get out. I want time alone." I said, holding back a sob.
Jonah frowned but nodded and headed out.
I laid down on the bed and just cried my heart out. I was so until crying that I didn't hear a person walk into the room until they sat on the bed with me and pulled me into their lap which caused me to look up at them with tears running down my cheeks and that caused them to frown.
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(This is my own little editing. It was so hard to get the tears right and it still sucks 😭😭 but I tried. Sorry for the sucky editing if you can even call it that)
"Oh Zach," said my best friend Corbyn Besson as he pulled me into a hug while I buried my face into his chest, crying my heart out.
"Shhh, you'll be ok. I'm right here and I'm not leaving you. You will not go through this alone." He said and I was so grateful to have Corbyn in my life.
"This is..." I trailed off, taking a breath.
"Not my happy ending." I finished, sobbing as Corbyn rubbed soothing circles on my back as we sat there. Me on his lap sobbing while he comfortably whispered soothing things in my ear while rubbing my back.
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