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✨ Just To Hard~Zaniel✨

Ship(s): zaniel (Zach and Daniel)

Prompt: Daniel is always there for Zach when jack breaks his heart. Each time Zach comes to Daniel, Daniel says he will be his friend and be there till the very end. But now Daniel, he fell In love with Zach and now, it's just to hard. To hard to see Zach go running towards the guy that always breaks his heart when Daniel is there for him each time

Famous or nah: famous

-Zach's POV-

"Daniel Seavey reported missing from management and bandmates"

"Daniel Seavey from boyband Why Don't We has been reported missing, if you have any information on him, make sure to call ***-***-****"

"Boyband Why Dont We in distress after member Daniel Seavey suddenly disappeared, like he fell off earth"

The news anchor on the news reported as I sat on the couch, lost in my thoughts.

It's been a week, no word on dani. Not a single one. It's been tearing the band apart. We were a puzzle, we all fit together and now that he's gone, we are not complete. Jonah blames himself, Corbyn locks himself in his room, jack doesn't sleep, and I can't eat. Daniel, our bandmate, our family member, our brother, is gone. We failed him.

It was 6 am and I could not sleep. My body was exhausted and needed rest but my mind was wide away and would not let me sleep. My mind was awake for many reasons. The first one being cause of Daniel and the second, my relationship with jack. Yea we are dating. Sort of. It's complicated. One minute we're together and happy, the next minute, I'm crying cause he cheated. Daniel was always there for me. So his disappearance took a toll on me. I was his best friend. Why wouldn't he tell me if something was happening in his life? Or did he try but I was just to caught up with jack that I didn't listen to his problems?

I heard a knock on the door, my eyebrows furrowed, who would be knocking at this time?! Thinking it was our manger, I headed to the door and opened it. My eyebrows furrowed again once I realized that no one was at the door. Was I starting to hear things from the lack of sleep?

I looked down and noticed a letter. I bent down and picked it up.

To Zachary Dean Herron, was what it said on the front. My breath hitched, I knew that handwriting. It belonged to one person. Daniel James Seavey.

Dear Zach,

I don't mind if you show this to the boys, your family, my family, or even the media. I just had to give you answers.

I read once I was back on the couch.

I left, I'm fine. I'm doing well. I'm in a place where no one will ever find me. Don't come looking for me. Give me three months alone. I need time to think. It's just to hard. Touring, being under pressure, everything. Having feelings for someone who just runs back to the person who broke them. How can someone heal in the same environment that they got sick?

Three months. One month completely alone. Second month, I fly family out here. They don't know where I am either but will know once I send them their tickets. Plus they got a letter to. Third month, I fly you and the boys where I am. To explain myself and answer any questions you guys might have. That's all I ask for.

The main reason I left, because of you, Zach. Zach, I have feelings for you. I love you. But you're so caught up in jack that you don't notice it. Do you know how hard it is to be the one to fix you and all you do is run back to the one who breaks your heart? My mission is to be there when your sad. It all started at the night of my birthday, it was the first time he hurt you bad and you cried. You fell to a million pieces, right in my arms. I was there for you. But I always second when it was between jack and I. Zach, I let you put me second and I told myself as a little kid that I am no one's second choice or backup.

I will be posting a picture on insta to insure the fans and media I am fine. Don't worry about me. Take time off you guys. We all need it. This isn't a goodbye letter, this is a see you soon letter.

Sincerely,

Daniel James Seavey

Tears ran down my cheeks as I finished reading the letters. I was to blame for his disappearance. I let my best friend down. I wasn't there to help him while he was always there for me. I put him second when I was his first choice. I let him down.

I let him get away when I felt the same way about him. No one knew the way to my heart expect for Daniel. No one knows me like he does. But I let him go. It was no one's fault but my own.

-later that night-

It was now 10 pm, the boys and I were all in the living room. I showed them the letter prior and we discussed it. We decided on posting the letter tomorrow on the band account. Blocking a few things out due to us not wanting everything out there for privacy reasons. I ended things with jack for good. Daniel was right. I kept running back to the person who constantly broke me. It was time for a new environment.

Suddenly all our phones buzzed at the same time. We all looked at each other and went wide eyed when seaveydaniel just posted appeared on our notifications. We instantly clicked on it. And my heart broke from the caption.

I was the one to blame for his disappearance. It was all my fault. I made it just to hard.

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I updated cause I promised. So sorry for updating so late. Today has not been my day u guys. I swear. Im sobbing as I publish this. I just- idk. But it's ok. I'll be fine. I'm always fine :)

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*not edited. Sorry. I have to much on my mind right now. It's been a horrible day*

<wanna know what's kind of stupid? I've been told that I give amazing advice. And I feel like I do. Cause everything I say to people, I wish I could do the same. Like talk to someone? Yea, I can't do that. It's to hard for me. I wanna tell someone what goes on, but I can't. I don't wanna get hurt again. I have one this amazing ass friend who texts me like everyday. But sometimes I don't respond on purpose. Because I once had a friend who i texted everyday fucking day. But they got tired of me after a year. And they just quit texting me. And it fucking destroyed me. So now I think everyone will do the same. Anyways not that y'all care but yea that's it. I'm done. I'm sorry. I don't mean to bother anyone but I messed to get that off my chest. I Love you guys so much 💜💜 >