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✨He Wasn't Suppose To ~Jorbyn✨

Ship(s): jorbyn (Jonah and Corbyn)

Prompt: Jonah writes a private letter to Corbyn about how corbyn is on Jonah's mind

Famous or nah: famous

-Jonah's POV-

Dear Corbean,

I wrote down on the paper that laid on the desk in front of me as I sat on a chair. The door to my room, locked, so I could write in peace, no interruptions.

I will probably never give this to you due to many things. For starters, we are both taken. You have Christina while I have Tate.

I wrote down my thoughts that have been crossing my mind the past few weeks. And I needed to release them in some sort of style. Plus, I wasn't gonna this give to corbs. Not even if I was drunk. What I write on this, can never be read by anyone in this household.

But I have to release my thoughts somehow so here I go.

I wrote down what I was thinking.

Lately you're all I have been thinking of. I can't get you out of my mind. No matter how hard I try. Everything about you lately has caught my interest. More then usual.

Your blue eyes that are nothing like I have ever seen before. Your blonde hair that I so badly want to touch and play with as you sleep on my chest. The way you smile blinds me for mere seconds. The way you are so nice to everyone and anyone. I don't how understand you do it. You are incredibly nice to anyone. Even when you aren't in the mood to necessarily talk to someone.

I scribbled the words that I have thought of Corbyn. Everything about him that I have thought of. It came out so naturally on paper. It amazed me but at the same time scared me at how naturally it came out. I didn't even have to think about it. It seemed like my mind and my hand were in total control, only signaling with one another. As if they were talking to one another. My mind telling my hand what to write as my hand obeyed.

I keep thinking back to the day we first met. The way you smiled at me.

My mind immediately giving me a Flashback to when we first met.

The way my heart cracked once you told me that you were taken. For some reason, I was sad. I always thought of myself as straight. But the day we met, I questioned my sexuality. It scared me. It truly did.

I wrote down how I was so afraid when I first started questioning my sexuality due to a blonde hair guy.

But overall that, I pushed it down once you told me you had Christina. I told myself I didn't have a chance with you so I tried to move on. I gave myself a chance with Tate. In order to get you off my mind, but that's not working.

I constantly compare you and her. I can't help it. I just automatically do it. I try not but I can't control it. It once again, comes naturally.

Your personality and love for space is two of my favorite things about you. I don't know how you do it, keeping up with everything about space. It amazes me on a different level at how amazed you are with the whole general topic of space. I would listen to you for hours talking about space, just to spend time with. And just to see you smile since you always seem to smile once someone asks you about space. I would ask you so many questions about space just to see that smile on your face.

Your personality, oh my gosh, don't get me started on it. You have the best personality I have ever seen Corbyn.

My hand started to cramp at how fast I was writing. My thoughts came back so naturally that my hand was having a hard time catching up.

Anyways I gotta go now. We are about to record a new song. But one last time, you're always on my mind Corbyn and I don't know how to get you out. But in all honestly, I'm not really sure if I want you out of my mind. You seem to be the reason why I've been smiling so much at random thoughts.

Sincerely,
Jonah Marais 💜

I autographed my signature at the bottom. I started to fold the paper in half as I looked at the screen on my computer just a few centimeters away from me. Since it was also located on my desk. The time reading 8:46 pm. I left the paper on my desk. Deciding to put it up later. Or burning it. Still deciding on it. And without thinking much about it, I left the room and down the stairs to our home studio to record our bran new song.

But On the top of the letter, it read,

On My Mind
(About Corbyn M. Besson)

Since I like to label my letters since I have so many. It's like a dairy for me, in letter form. And I didn't think anyone would read it.

Expect someone did.

And that someone just happened to be who the letter was about.

Corbyn Matthew Besson read the letter that he wasn't suppose to.

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The song in the media contributed to me writing this one shot 😂😂 sort of tbh

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